Winter Ends

Hi I am Dylan, I'm supposed to be the next heir of the Jung company, but becouse of that goddamn b***h everything is ruined all of the years i work hard to hide my real gender indentity, its all over now. I don't really know how i end up being like this, I used to like pretty girl in my middle school But not in my collage, i met Liam park in my second year collage and he is a fresh men, we became friends or buddy buddy, we used hangout together like bestfriends, play mobile games together sometimes i ended up sleeping in his apartment and also when i felt bad or my parents scolded me he's always there for me. He treated me like his brother but not the same goes for me. It was the first time i felt this way not just for being friends or brother's. But all that feelings stop's when he started ignoring me although my parents didn't know that i have friends to come with becouse they always thought me that- 'everyone can betray you, so always be the no.1 in any aspects so everyone would love you' But even i'm always the no.1 i don't feel happy at all like something is missing, some part of myself is missing, like there's a big hole in my heart and it cannot be full by always getting the no.1 or apple of the eye. But I met Liam he fulfill the emptiness and loneliness I always felt. It's so hard to say but i think i become gay.