The Only One

“..Look at me..” “Look at m-..” “Wake up!” “Did u hear me? Wake up.”I hear Sean voice near to my ear. Slowly I open my eyes and look around my new room. Sean stand near door to my room. “Stand up or you will be late” he said when he turn around and leave. Today I start new school year in new high school. My mom and dad most of the time stay in another countries because of the work. Sean, my older brother, care about me. Today he will start go to university and because of that I changed my school. It will be more convenient go to high school near to his university. He is really good older brother. Every morning he will wake up me, make me breakfast and take me to the school. And today was not different. After shower and morning hygiene, when I come down to the kitchen, Sean sit on one of the chair and waiting for me with the food on the table. “Sit and eat.” He just said and start eat. He didn’t talk so much and I loved him because of that. In really peaceful atmosphere we finish food. I clean the dishes and together we go out. When we sit in his car I nervously look from the window. I was really nervous, more like first day in high school. I was scared be the new kid in the school. But I wanted show Sean how strong am I. I know in his eyes I’m baby, still his baby brother. In many situations he still cared about me like about child. I will lie if I said that I didn’t liked it. But now I’m nineteen. I want show him that I can be adult. „Did you sleep good?” Suddenly I hear Sean voice. “Yeah, I think so” I said still looking from the window. “Did u know that it’s important what you dream about the first night in new place? “ I turn my head look at him. For short time our eyes meet, he turn his eyes back to the road still waiting for my answer. “I didn’t know that” I reply just shortly. “So what did u dream about?” He asked me again. “I don’t know.” I answered him after short thinking. It was true that I didn’t remember my dream I just remember that empty feeling when I wakes up. “ Really? That is so bad. I was hoping that my little brother will have some good luck dream.“ He said with smile at his face. “Still better not remember like had bad dream and stressed about that” I said when I saw he stop the car near to my new school. I take my bag from the backseat and open the door but his hand stop me. “ Be careful and remember that I’m still here for you” he said looking straight to my eyes. “Thank you.” i said shortly after I stand up from his car. When I saw him leave with his car I turn and again look at my new school. It’s look more bigger like my old school. Many student pass me. I watched many student stand around school talking with each other. I can hear scream and laughter around me. I was just looking and listening, lost in my thoughts. “Move.” Suddenly I hear a hard voice near me. It’s make me scared and I feel how my stomach suddenly turn around. I feel like wanted puke. “What are u waiting for?” He said again with that cold voice. Just a few centimeters from me stand boy. I can’t look away. For one second his eyes meet with my eyes. They feel cold, really cold. That eyes give me chills around my body. It’s make me feel like I can’t breath. He push me to the side and walk to the school. What was that? I was so much nervous like that ? Why I feel so much stressed like that?? He looks like bully. My eyes not leave his back how I was watching him leaving. He looked 2 times bigger like me. Next to him walk 2 boys the same big like him. “His name is Josiah.” Sweet voice suddenly appears near to me. With shock I turn my head and my eyes meet big chocolate eyes. “Ehm-..” “Oh, don’t worry I just saw what happened. And you look lost so I was think I can help you.” She smile at me really sweet. “ Yeah, I’m-.. I’m new here.” I said nervously. “Nice to meet you. I’m Summer.” She show me her perfect smile. “So follow me. I will take you to the office so you will not be lost. “ On the way to the office, she talk to me about school, places in the school and about students in the school. Summer was talking about something in the school, but I didn’t pay so much attention to that. When she suddenly stop and looked at me I looked straight to her eyes because i didn’t hear if she asked me something. “..But don’t worry. Josiah look like bully but he is not. Just ignore him and he will not care about you.” “Who is Joss-“ “Josiah. That boy who make you scared in front of the school. “ “Oh, him. It’s okay. I don’t want make problems. I’m just nervous because it’s my first day.” “That is good. I mean not that you are nervous. But you know.. I just mean that u don’t want make problems.” She said with blushing face. “Isaiah.” I said trying not make her more shy. “Hm?” She looked at me. “My name. I’m Isaiah and I hope we can be fiends. ” I told her with the smile on my face.