Harlow/Ilaria
“Thank you for today,” I say to Jazmine, as we step out of the car. She took me out on a spa date. “I didn’t realize how much I needed that prenatal massage,” I add, and she tells me I’m welcome.
I’m currently in Yenin. I moved immediately after Lazlo finished getting the place ready for me over two months ago.
When I made the decision to move, I told myself I was sure it was what I wanted to do. I also told myself I was done crying over something I couldn’t change, I wasn’t going to put my baby through that. But as sure as I had convinced myself to be, a part of me, a small but very loud part, kept telling me I wasn’t going to make it on my own. It kept telling me I needed Arlo, and it scared me. But every day, I have been overcoming that fear. The only times that I've
