Where Boundaries Fade

I knocked on my father's study room. Pinapatawag daw niya ako sabi ni Manang Mely. " Dad.. " i said to get his attention as i enter the room. Tumingin ito sakin at sinabing maupo. Umupo ako sa kanyang harapan. Sinarado niya ang laptop bago tumingin sa akin. "Pupunta tayo sa isla ng ninong mo. Doon ka muna. " Sabi niya na nagpakunot ng noo ko. "Ninong? Sinong ninong? Saka bakit ko po kailangan magstay dun?" takang tanong ko. Bumuntong hininga ito. "i'm going overseas. for business. Isang buwan akong mawawala. Hindi kita pwedeng iwan dito mag-isa. At isa pa, i need to convince him to come back here with us. Hindi ko na kayang ihandle ang business ng mag-isa wala naman akong pwedeng pagkatiwalaang iba bukod sa kanya." Sagot niya. " Dad, me. Pwede kitang tulungan to handle the business. I can and i'm willing." Sabi ko. Umiling ito. " I want you to focus and finish your studies first before handling our business hija. You still in Second Year College. Focus on your studies. " Sabi niya at ngumiti. Tumango nalang ako. When Daddy decides, i can't do anything about it because that's final. .. Natatanaw ko na ang maliit na isla na pupuntahan namin sakay ang private yatch na nagsundo sa amin ni Dad. Sinalubong kami ng tatlong kasambahay at dalawang lalaking tauhan. Maganda ang bahay. Moderno at marangya. Isa itong mansion sa gitna ng isla. Hinatid kami ng nakakatandang kasambahay sa ikalawang palapag. May lima itong kwarto. Isang kwarto lang ang binuksan para sa amin dahil alam ata nila na ako lang ang mananatili dito. Nakahiga ako sa kama ng kumatok ang kasambahay. Napatayo ako at binuksan ang pinto. " Paalis na daw po ang Papa niyo ma'am. Pinapatawag po kayo." Sabi nito sa akin. "Sige po ate." Sumama ako sa kanya palabas ng bahay. Nakaabang sa akin si Daddy sa labas ng sasakyan. " Dad. Aalis kana agad?" Kunot-noong tanong ko. Tumango ito." i need to go. i need to catch my flight at evening. Mag- iingat ka dito. At huwag magpasaway. " i frown. " Dad im not a kid anymore." Tumawa ito. "i know. Aalis na ko. Take care." Sabi niya at sumakay na ng kotse. Habang tinatanaw ang sasakyan ay napalingon ako sa aking likod. "Ma'am, pinapatawag mo kayo ni Senyor sa Study room. " Tumango ako at sumunod sa kanya. Hinatid ako nito at umalis. Kumatok ako. " Uncle, its me. " Sabi ko at binuksan ang pinto. Nakatayo ito at nagsasalin ng alak sa dalawang baso. Pinagmasdan ko siya. His perfect body built, His messy hair na natatakpan ang mga kilay. Ang seryoso niyang mga mata. Matangos na ilong at mapulang mga labi. Halos perpekto at walang maipipintas. Ang alam ko ay magkasing edad lang silang dalawa ni Daddy na nasa forty. "Do you drink? i bet you are because you already Eighteen right?" Sabi niya bago lumapit sa akin at iabot ang isang baso. Halos malula ako sa tangkad niya. Hindi man lang ako umabot sa balikat nito. Tinikman ko ang laman ng baso. Dahil nakakaramdam ako ng kaba kung paano siya tumingin sakin. "You dont need to drink it in one shot, sweerheart. " Sabi nito habang nakatitig sakin. Umiwas ako ng tingin. "You've grown up so much since i last saw you." Sabi niya. Ininom nito ang laman ng basong hawak habang hindi inaalis ang tingin sakin. "Yes, Uncle. " Sabi ko na nagpadalim ng tingin niya. Lumapit ito sakin. " im not your uncle. i think you're old enough to stop calling me that." "Then what i will call you?" i asked him. Bahagyang yumuko siya at bumulong. "Call me Albert or Mr. Morello, if you prefer." Napapikit ako sandali ng tumama ang hininga niya sa pisngi ko. "But.. im used to call you uncle. Ayun na ang kinalakhan ko." Sagot ko. " Basta. Sundin mo nalang ako " Sabi niya at bahagyang lumayo. Tumikhim ako. "Sabi ni Daddy, isasama ka daw po namin pabalik sa bahay. " Umiling ito." Hindi. You're father know i can't and i don't want to. " Sagot nito. "Why?" Naguguluhang tanong ko "Hindi mo na kailangang malaman. Huwag ka nang maraming tinatanong." Seryosong sabi nito. i bite my lips to stop myself from talking more. Naipawas ako ng tingin. "Don't do that.. " Bumalik ang tingin ko sa kanya. Madilim itong nakatingin sa akin. Galit ba siya? "What?" Takang tanong ko. Hinila niya ako malapit sa kanya at hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi. His thumb brushes my lower lip. "You dont know what you're doing to me right now. if you keep going, i won't be able to control myself." Sabi nito habang nakatitig sakin. o sa labi ko? "i don't understand" Naguguluhang sagot ko. He close his eyes briefly. "Ofcourse you don't. Because you're still innocent. And i want to keep it that way. " "Daddy leave me here. He will be out of the country for some business for a month." Sabi ko para maiba ang usapan. " is it okay if i stay here?" "No, its not okay. i cant believe your father would be so reckless. He should know better than to leave you with someone like me. D*mn it! " mukha itong iritado. i bite my lower lip. "i feel you dont like me. But can you make me stay here in your place until Dad came back? i promise not to bother anyone." i said. Lumapit siya ulit sakin. He lift my chin so i can look at him. "Hindi dahil sa hindi kita gusto Andrea. Hindi mo maiintindihan dahil bata ka pa. Mali talagang iwan ka ng ama mo sakin. What really his thinking. " "Uncle.. " He groans. "i told you not to call me that. Not now while im holding you." Madilim ang mukha nito. "But.. i dont know to call you.." Pahina ng pahina kong sabi. He's eyes burn into me "its your fault. You push me in my limits. i cant control anymore." Sabi niya Nanlaki ang mata ko ng bigla niya akong halikan. He kiss me hungrily. He forcely put his tongue inside my mouth. i moan. Lalong siyang nanggigil. "You taste sweeter than i imagine. " He said and kiss me more. Binuhat niya ako at hiniga sa sofa. He kiss me deeper and brutal. His kisses go down to my neck. i cant help but to moan. May kakaibang pakiramdam ito at hindi ko mapigilang lumikha ng tunog na unang beses kong nagawa. His kiss back crashing my lips. He lift up my dress enough to show my bra. He unhooked it. He leave my lips and go down to my breast. i moan again and arc my body when i feel his mouth there. His tongue playing my nips while his playing the other by his hand. "Ahhh. Uncle!" Nahihiwagaan ako sa lumalabas sa aking bibig at sa kakaibang nararamdaman ko dahil sa ginagawa niya. He abandon my breast and move his lips down to my stomach before looking at me. "i want to know how it will effect on you." He said. Napaawang ang labi ko when i feel his finger touch my femeninity. He is rubbing his finger in thin fabric while looking at me. "i want to see your beautiful face when you fall apart." "Ahhhh , Uncle! " i keep moaning. "That's it baby, feel it." He increases the preasure, his touch firm and unrelenting. "Let yourself go. i've got you." "Ahhhh, Uncle!!! " i feel more intense. "You're close, aren't you?" He grinds the heel of his palm against me, curling his fingers inside me. " Come on baby, Give it to me." "Ahhhh Uncle!!" Napapikit ako at nanginig kasabay ng paglabas ng kung ano sa aking kaselanan. "You are so beautiful Andrea. Now let's see what you look like under me ." ..