Chapter 1 Nightmares
I wake up startled, my eyes flying open to the darkness enveloping the room. The red numbers on my alarm clock turned at me: 2:30 AM. With a groan, I turned over, pressing my face into the pillow. The weight of awareness settles on me like a heavy shroud, and I yearn to drift back into the comforting embrace of sleep.
But my mind, now uncomfortably alert, begins to replay memories I wish to erase. Vivid flashes from that fateful night six months ago invade my thoughts—the sound of shattering glass, the haunting gunfire, the sickening thud of bodies collapsing. I clamp my eyes shut, trying to banish the images, but they cling to me stubbornly, like a shadow.
"Just let me sleep," I murmured into the stillness, my voice barely breaking the silence. "Please, just one night free from the nightmares."
Yet, sleep seems to have slipped away once more. I lie there, listening to the distant hum of the city outside my window, feeling small and isolated in my oversized bed. The shadows lurking in the corners of the room appear to stretch and twist, reaching out with their dark fingers. I pull the covers up to my chin, a feeble barrier against the demons haunting my thoughts.
Just as I contemplate getting up for a cup of tea—anything to distract me from the memories threatening to engulf me—a deafening crash erupts from downstairs. The sound slices through the stillness like a blade, and I sit up straight, my heart racing.
For a heartbeat, I’m paralyzed, straining to hear in the sudden quiet that follows. It could have been anything—a book tumbling, a picture frame falling. But deep down, I sense it’s something more sinister. The hairs on my neck prickle, and a cold shiver runs down my spine.
Someone's in the house.
Panic surges through me, propelling my body into action before my mind can catch up. My feet hit the icy floor as I leap from the bed, my eyes racing around the room in a frantic search for a hiding spot. The closet stands out as my only hope for concealment.
I throw myself into the cramped space, yanking the door shut behind me with shaking hands. The familiar scents of laundry detergent and aged leather envelop me as I huddle among the scattered shoes and fallen hangers. My breaths come in quick, jagged bursts, and I press a hand over my mouth to stifle any sound.
Please, I silently plead, squeezing my eyes shut. Please, let this be just another nightmare. Let me wake up.
But the heavy footsteps on the stairs shatter that hope, each slow, deliberate step echoing through the silence, sending fresh waves of dread coursing through me. They draw nearer, halting just outside my bedroom door.
For a brief moment, everything is still. Then, the door creaks open with a soft groan.
I press myself deeper into the closet, willing myself to vanish. Clothes brush against my face, and I fight the urge to sneeze. The footsteps enter the room, purposeful now. They pause, and I can almost feel the intruder's gaze sweeping the area.
In an instant, the closet door is yanked open. A gloved hand reaches in, seizing my arm with a grip that feels like iron. I'm pulled from my hiding place, a scream rising in my throat as I went face to face with my assailant.
The world narrows down to a pair of piercing green eyes, glinting through a black ski mask. They are cold and calculating, devoid of any compassion. At that moment, I realized with chilling clarity that I was staring into the face of death itself.
And just like that, my survival instinct ignites. I refuse to go down without a fight.
I struck out, my foot making solid contact with his shin. He grunts, his hold loosening just enough for me to break free. Without a second thought, I sprinted away. My feet barely graze the ground as I dash down the corridor, my heart racing so fiercely I can feel it in my throat.
It feels as if I'm running through water, my legs heavy and unyielding. I can hear him behind me, his footsteps booming in pursuit. I was nearly on the stairs when a searing pain erupts in my back. I falter, gasping as the horrifying truth dawns on me—he's stabbed me.
Before I can steady myself, another wave of agony crashes through my side. I cry out, my vision blurring as I crumple to the floor. The pain is unbearable, unlike anything I've ever experienced. I can feel warm blood seeping through my pajamas, and each breath becomes a battle.
My assailant towers over me, his green eyes the last thing I see as darkness begins to close in. I fight against it, desperately trying to stay conscious, but it’s a futile struggle.
I gasp, my eyes snapping open as I bolt upright. For a moment, I was disoriented, my heart racing as I scan my surroundings. Instead of the dim hallway, I find myself enveloped in the lively atmosphere of a café. Sunlight pours through expansive windows, and the rich scent of coffee fills the air.
It takes a few moments for reality to settle in. It was merely a nightmare. A vividly terrifying nightmare, but just a nightmare all the same. I'm safe. I'm alive.
And I've just knocked over my coffee, scattering shards of ceramic and splashes of liquid across the polished wooden table.
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry," I blurt out, my cheeks flushing with embarrassment as I scrambled for napkins to clean up the mess. A few nearby patrons glance over with curiosity, and all I want is to sink into the floor and vanish.
Her unexpected gentleness took me by surprise, causing me to flinch at the warmth of her kindness. It feels like ages since someone has shown me real concern. "Thank you," I whisper, taking the handful of napkins she offers.
As we clean up the spilled coffee together, she introduces herself. "I'm Mia Sheridan, a regular customer of this charming little café."
"I'm Iris," I respond, managing a shy smile. "Iris Harry."
"Iris," she repeats, her eyes shining. "What a beautiful name. It really fits you."
Her compliment hits me hard, making my throat tighten. It’s been ages since someone praised my name—my mom used to say the same thing. The memory floods back, bringing a wave of sadness, and I quickly blink to fight off tears.
Mia seems to notice my struggle and smoothly changes the subject. "So, what brings you to Petit Monde today? Is this your first time here?"
Grateful for the distraction, I nod. "Yeah, I... I have a job interview. With the manager?"
"Ah, you must be here to see Thomas!" Mia's smile widens. "He mentioned he had an interview scheduled. Don’t stress about this little mixup; it happened, and we won’t hold it against you."
Her kind words help ease some of the tension in my shoulders. "Thanks, that’s... really sweet of you."
Just then, a young guy in an apron walks up to our table. "Ms. Harry? Mr. Holloway is ready to see you now."
I stand up, smoothing my blouse and trying to calm my nerves. Mia gave my arm a supportive pat. "Good luck, dear. You’ll do amazing."
With a grateful nod, I follow the employee into the back office, my heart racing with a mix of anxiety and hope. This job could be my chance to start fresh, to create a new path for myself. I really need this opportunity.
That little spark turns into a fullblown fire later that night when my phone buzzes. It’s Thomas Holloway, offering me the job. Even though I fumbled with my coffee cup during the interview, he was impressed and wanted me to start next week.
As I hang up, a whirlwind of emotions hits me. There’s relief, excitement, and a hint of sadness. I wish I could share this moment with my parents. Just six months ago, they were taken from me in a senseless act of violence, leaving me all alone in New York City.
The pain of their absence still stings a constant ache in my heart. But for the first time in a long while, I feel a glimmer of something new. Maybe it’s hope. Or at least the chance of it.
I think about my best friend, Katie. She’s been my rock through all of this, always pushing me to keep going when I just wanted to throw in the towel. I reminded myself to call her later and share this incredible news.