Saving Luna Amber

the moon goddess 29

chapter 29

Karen pov

I don't know where i was at all. i could see darkness. I kept calling out,

“Is anyone there? where am i?” was this H3ll, if this was, i didn't want to be here, i wanted to be home, i was trying to remember what happened to me, then the memories started flooding back to me, i was shot, they hurt me badly. than they started stabbing me everywhere, they were making sure i wouldn't wake up, falling on my knees, I started crying, i don't know why i was, i wasn't even alive now, i felt a pair of arms go around me,i jumped turning perparing to hit anyoen that was trying to hurt me, but all i saw was this beauitful woman with a long white gown on her hair was long and white, her eyes were so blue, she was kneeling beside me, with so much love in her eyes,

“Child, why are you crying?” i don't know why, but i felt like i could talk to her, so that's what i did, i opened up to her with everything that i did and what had happened, she sat there listening to everything that i had to tell her, than she stood up on her feet giving me her hand,

‘Come child, lets have a walk to calm your nerves,” grabbing her hand she helped me up off the ground, the night turned to day light and we where at the ocean, waves where breaking when they came forward, and i saw dolphins jumping up and landing back into the water, this was soothing, my feet were in the sand, as we walked, than she started talking to me,

‘First honey, you're not dead, your here with me, i am Selena the moon goddess, i come to those who are confused and need my help, sometimes i try to help without them knowing, but you my troubled one, is the hardest of them all, i've tried helping you, i even gave you a mate to love you, but since you done so much drama, he rejected you, hear this, enough with the drama, and i mean enough, it is giving me a headache, I put the idea and Amber's head to bring you back to the pack house, but something intervene, i didn't know what was going to happen so the higher up did something else, i don’t think they meant for anything like that to happen, so i will need to have a chat with them myself, ive given you a second chance mate, Gamma James, he knows what happened to you, So does the alpha and the beta, He is staying with you while Ace looks for Amber.” I was really surprised, Selena had actually came to me to talk with me, i didn't know what to say when she told me she gave me a second chance mate and its the Gamma, wow!! but will he want me after all this that had happened to me, they stabbed me in my face, i know i'm going to have a scar, will he want me with that, is he going to reject me, sighing i looked down at the sand, i saw two pairs of footprints in the sand, i knew it was Selena,

Your mate is going to want you honey, you and him will go through some trouble, but it won't be because of you, it's what happened. it's going to be hard for you to have pups, but you will have them, its just going to take some times honey,”

“Will they find the luna in time, that guy looked creepy, he wanted her, said he paid good money for her, i don't know what that is about, but he was creepy, and so was his friends, she smiled then nodded at me,

“In time they will with the help of Nila, she is a deadly tracker, that tracks down people for others, she will find her, but you can not help Karen, it will be too dangerous for you, you need to heal and then become a warrior again, you will be the one that will Ambers Beta, she will pick a gamma as well, but thats all i can tell you for right now, but its time for you to get back, your going to be in some pain, but James is there to help you okay, don't be scared of him, even though i know you will with what happen to you, but give him a chance okay,” She waved her hand infront of my face, kissed my forhead and than i was gone, she sent me back, I heard beeping sounds that were annoying me, i tried opening my eyes but it was way to bright in the room, i let out a slight moan, than i heard people talking, they cut down the lights just a little, i slowly opened my eyes to take a look around, i blinked a few times than my eyes were open,

‘Good your awake, we where wondering when you was going to wake up,” I didn't know who that was, i tried sitting up, and i felt a pair of hands gently helping me so sit up, i felt sparks shoot out all around me, i jerked back scared, what the h3ll was that, than i heard his voice again,

“Shh, its okay honey, your safe with me, i promise, its James baby, your mate, i promise you nothing is ever going to hurt you again,” i wasn't sure if i could believe him or not, but the sound of his voice was comforting, he came forward letting me see him, than the doctor and nurse came hurrying inside,

‘Im just here to check your viles, thats all, the nurse is here to watch okay, that way you will feel safe with me in here with you,” i nodded as he checked my viles, he took the bandages off my arms and legs, and my stomach, he was checking the wounds, than looked at me,

“Your healing pretty well, but it will take time for your wolf to come back, you were shot with some powerful wolfsbane, the bandage on your face, will have to stay there for another few weeks, the stitch between your legs, will dissolve when it's healed, Your mate had brought you a pair of sweatpants, i'm afraid that is the only thing you will be able to wear for a few weeks honey, here's a shirt as well, the nurse will help you get dressed while we wait outside, and then he will be able to take you home,” they stepped outside as the nurse helped me get dressed, i was hurting but i didn't want anyone to know, i was trying to be strong, but i didn't fool her,

listen, i know your in pain, you can’t fool me, i can feel peoples pain, so when your in pain it makes me be in pain, here are some painkillers, they won't make you sleepy, but the others will, Your mate has those, if its hard to sleep, ask him for one, that's all you take is one okay, i understand what you went through, listen to me okay, before i came to this pack, i was a lone wolf, others found me and hurt me to, but i survived i found my mate, and years later we had pups, its going to take some time, but if you ever feel the need to talk to someone about things, i'm here okay, we will support each other,” once i was dressed, They came back into the room, James helped me to his car, than we drove home, once there, he showed me to his house, well our house now,

‘Until you feel comfortable with me in the same bed, i had put a couch in here, i will sleep on this couch okay, i want to earn your trust baby, and i know its not going to be easy, but it will be okay, come on lets get you laid down, if you don't want to take the sleeping pills you don't have to, i won't make you either,” he opened the door than helped me upstairs to the room he helped me in bed than asked,

‘Are you hungry, im a good cook, so if you want something, I'll fix it for him, i couldn't help but smile at him, then i said,

“Will you lay beside me, i don't want to be left alone,