Zac didn’t come into the Bar the following night, or even into Last words the next day. Sunday was my day off, so Maddie and I went out shopping and I got a couple new clothes for both of my jobs and some new lingerie not that anyone would be seeing it now. When I got home on Sunday, I let Emmet help me find a car. I couldn’t be picky anymore. I ended up buying a white Mazda Hatchback that was in my price range, drove good and had a decent amount of kilometres and I drove home connecting my phone to the AUX and turning up my favourite songs, trying to drown out the thoughts of Zac leaving the Bar with another girl. When I got home that night, I didn’t even want to know what was happening. The house was quiet, and I cried myself to sleep, yet again, keeping a pillow over my head to try an

