Her Silent Screams

"Iris, you know we can't afford to send you to that school, whatever we do or even we double our work, we can't pay your tuition once you enter there. Please do understand us" "Pa, all i need is your moral support. If you're thinking of all the expenses? Leave it to me pa, i can support myself there and I have my ways to sustain my needs. Please trust me with this pa." I answered my father with full of hope in my eyes. I just can't let this slide. This is my dream and I will do everything to fulfill it. "But i don't want you get work hardly and get disturbed. " he sighs and agree with me "Okay, whatever makes you happy and if it's really your dream, I will support you! We will. Don't work too much, i will find a way to help you finish and have that degree." he said with a big smile on his face. "i will not let you down pa" i said in finality and hugged him. I know this decision will affect and change our lives. We might get starve and had a countless debt. But one thing is for sure, whatever it takes, I will have my degree and give my family a stable life that they deserve. It's Monday morning where my first day in class starts. I woke up before my alarm clock strikes to 4:30 am maybe because of excitement. I do my daily routine make up my bed, wash my face, cook my breakfast and meal for lunch so there's no need to buy something later, eat and then take a bath. I am full ready to go so I went outside my dorm and wait for a vehicle for me to go to. While I waiting around 6, I was bumped by a man and i fell on the ground who's physical features were built and strong to struck me and i was like hit by a domino — I was fallen. For some, their first reaction would be mad or annoyed, but how the hell i am not? Maybe because of i was attracted? I don't have any materials or things with me like usually we saw on televisions and then helped by a man and got connections o what. I could say i am attracted well who can't? I mean he's tall, tanned, pinkish lips, pointed nose, brown eyes, messy straight black hair, attractive biceps and well built body. He's a goddess. Anyways, he didn't care my existence. Yes he helped me stand and after that nothing. He's not sorry, nothing! Glanced at me one last time and then he leave. After a minute, a taxi just stopped and I we drove to school. Just a 20 minutes ride to New Dawn International School. "Good morning everyone, welcome to New Dawn International School. We are pleased to have you all here. We will do our very best for you to enjoy your journey here and you will not regret choosing us to study here. My name is Dr. Ciara Vargas and I am your instructor for PSY 110 Understanding The Self. Let us all know each other first by telling me your names, your talents and why did you choose this course, let start with you Miss." "Good morning ma'am, I am Nicole Martinez my talents are singing and dancing and the reason why i choose this course which is BS Psychology is because i want to help those people who are in needs like seeking for help with their hearts and souls." Everyone told their names , talents and reason yet here I am still don't know what's my purpose. It seems like i forgot my reasons. But no, i know myself more than anyone else. It's my turn. I am on the last seat. I stand confidently and face everyone with confidence. "Good morning everyone! My name is Iris Fabrizia Collins I am multi talented not to brag, and the main reason why i chose this course is I want to study humans behavior, souls, personalities and I like that i can help and influence them with the best and possible way I can."