I shake my head bringing myself back to reality.He is still staring at me,I like his hazel eyes,I get lost in
them.He has blonde hair shaved into a nice style.I just admire him.He notices I hold his gaze.We stay like
that for a moment,just soaking in our physical qualities.His gaze shifts-another girl I assume.I thought as
much.But it's my hair,my long straight beige-honey hair.I feel embarrassed for no reason.He stands,He is
leaving.But he's coming to a seat that's even closer to mine.He sits.I'm amazed.We start talking.
The corners of my lips curve,I'm smiling.We have a long discussion that we barely even notice
other people are looking at us.We hadn't even gotten dinner yet.I left the canteen with my tummy empty
but my heart full.I had talked to someone,and enjoyed it.But my happiness faded when I entered my
room.Diana looked so angry, I could see it in her eyes.The only words I could salvage from the pool of
words that she vomited were "I hate you".Well, 1 enemy made so far.I rested on my bed while she screamed
her life.I closed my eyes,wishing just wishing that my life wasn't going to be filled with this kind of
shouting.Or with this kind of socialized community.With different people.Not in my empty.Or that I wouldn't
develop feelings for a boy.The boy that talked to me.I don't want my heart
broken,again.