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LEO
He f*****g said “I get you hate me”, and that alone was enough to get me pissed as f**k, cause i didn’t hated him not one bit, infact the more I was with him, the more I saw his f*****g face, the more I fear I had fallen even more
In the process of making him a mess, I destroyed myself
You f*****g came into my life and showed me that pretty f*****g face of yours and it made my heart play game with me
I confused my heart in the process of letting you burn, and now that am trying to forget you
To act like you never existed until this sickness leaves me, you come and be telling me some s**t about someone i didn’t give a f**k about
Not fair…
You showed me your face again in the hidden corners
Not fair
Because you think am made of steel, don’t have any feeling because am a better actor in hiding it than you
Not fair at all..
I finish packing my stuff into my bag, and turned around to leave, but he didn’t let me
He held my hand, and I hated the fact that I was unable to take his off me, it felt like my leg had being rotten on the ground
I was trapped, and the emotions I had so badly tried to hide had probably reached the climax
HUNTER
“I thought you’d be happy about helping our team win”
“What?”
He turned around and looked at me
My words had also came out wrong, that wasn’t the f**k I wanted to ask, all Iwanted to test was what I had observed.
“I mean about the game…”
His gaze was so intense that if felt like I was having a panic attack, and wouldn’t be able to saw what I wanted to say, so I looked away to prevent myself from going inside
“About the game, what you s…said…
“I told you everything was business”
He cut me off, his voice was sharp like dagger, but it didn’t cut me like how deeply it used to, cause I knew this was what he used to scare me, to silence me, to make me stop talking
This gaze and tone was what he use to fear me and leave, while I burn to shreds, but I had gotten wiser to be able to understand this part of him, so I pressed forward
“Everything?… everything was really business?”
He was shocked by my words, he didn’t expected it
To him, and what he registered in his head, after speaking like that to me, the next thing he expect was for me to cry, maybe beg a little, and watch him leave, or just stay quiet as he kept on finishing me with his words
But this new version was someone that had learnt a new way to penetrate into his mind
He looked at me longer than usual. He was thinking hard, wondering probably how on earth I had been able to access a peak of him that quickly
He was pissed… but now he was going to face a part of how speechless i always am when he kills me with his questions
His startled state countered everuthing he said about hating me, to him he had always being the one with a plan, and everything he says or does would be according to his plan, that was why he always won, but I was sick and tired of listening to lies
Sick and tired of feeling like s**t alone
Let him also suffer
Let him also know what it feels like to be on a hot spot
“You won’t acknowledge the truth”
I pressed harder and he looked back at me
His eyes burning with anger, he pushed me to the locker and I hit my head hard
I let out a wince, but am not that weak that I would let it kill me
I looked longer into his eyes and indicated for him to speak, and he frowned
“Stop trying to give yourself answers that are all up in your head”
He touched my forehead with his finger
“It’s f*****g sad”
He tried to kill me with his words, he tried to make me bleed like he always do, but i wasn’t falling for it this time
“And you should try to take accountability for your actions…
His eyes shook, but I wasn’t done yet
I brought my face closer and whispered into his left ear
“It makes you a f*****g coward”
His face twisted more, and hit my hands harder on the wall
It hurt, them being above my head, but I wouldn’t stop until I get the answers I want, until I get him to admit it
“If I knew you’d become like this, I should have never f****d you”
He spat out at me, and I toss the pain I felt from his words aside for now
“Wow!”
I laughed out, and freed myself from him by stepping on his left feet
He released me, and looked at his feet, before back at my face
But if he knew the pain my hands were going through being up there, he would know his was nothing
“Maybe it’s you being dumb or too attach to me, but i don’t love you”
He spat at my face
“Or do I have to spell it out for you?!”
He laughed
“We had a deal, and it’s over now, you thinking you’d get something from me is the most fuckiest low class thing you’d ever done”
He kept on speaking and speaking for eternity,
I never knew he could speak this much, but he kept on making sure he convinced me enough to f**k away from him
Then when he was satisfied, he took his bag from the floor, and started to walk away
“You are an asshole”
It wasn’t even needed to be said, I should have just let walked away, I could have not stretched the conversation any further and got myself more burnt than I was in the process of trying to make him realize how shitty he was
“An asshole that is sick of your face”
He turned and said to my face, and it made me hated the fact that it was him I gave myself to
“If you feel anything for me, it is not my fault, cause i don’t deal with love…”
He said
“Nor do i do pity either..”
With every word he said, his face remained as cold as ice
“So you can stop trying to get me to say the f**k you want to here, and go f**k your pretty ass”
He was toxic, and he finally released it to me
Tears gathered on my face
Yet again I was the one crying no matter how many times I tried to crush him
I hated my f*****g self so much I wished I never existed to face this
No… I hated him more for existing
I hated him more for ruining me
“I hate you”
I spat out and his lips twisted, and it felt like that was the one thing he had always wanted to hear from me
He turned around and didn’t look back this time
He turned around, and left me standing there alone on with tears on my eyes threatening to fall, and made it the worst semester of my life
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