A nobody's diary

Dear Diary: Zenic's party

What you guys think is completely wrong. That's not a big deal, though. The eye-to-eye contact was not just for lovers, right? I am just not comfortable when he's around knowing that what he did to me was inappropriate that's why I feel awkward by looking directly in his eyes.

"What is it, again, Mr. Zamora?", I speak formally with emphasizing his name. I have to respect him. He was our teacher and our grades is not yet encoded so I should be nice or else I'll face another consequence again.

"See you when I see you.", he said with a wink. I smiled sarcastically and turned away. Only if he did not use me for his disgusting research, I might fall in love with him. He is actually one of the faces in our university. But, hell no. I think of him as a handsome p*****t. Hahaha.

While I was in my room, I tried to look decent as I can. I put some foundation and light make up. I wore the dress that Oliva gave me and put my leather jacket. I partnered my dress and jacket with a boots. I'm not fan of this kind of parties so I don't know exactly what we are going to do.

*Beep beep*

Someone is outside. It must be Olivia's driver. Olivia called me an hour ago that she don't believe me that I'm coming so for assurance, Olivia's driver will picked me in our house as early as possible.

I looked out the window just to make it sure. The moment I confirm, I looked at myself in the mirror then ran outside my room and get inside the car.

When we arrive at Zenic's house, there's already a lot of students dancing, drinking, chatting, etc. Seems like everybody is waiting for this kind of party. Loud, full of foods and drinks, surrounded by party lights and most of all we are free to do whatever we want.

Zenic's house is amazingly big. I was looking for Olivia and good thing that she planned to wear a same dress. I saw her easily thanks to the dress. She was at the pool talking with someone. I approached them and that someone immediately ran away. I did not get a chance to meet that someone.

"Hey, what's wrong? Who was that?", I asked. She did not answer my question, instead she tapped both of my shoulders and pushed me towards the drinking station inside Zenic's house. She is absolutely hiding something from her bff. But this is not the right time to ask her. This is the moment to become wasted.

"Let's throw tonight!", she shouted and then she gave me a can of beer. She looks so excited. We crossed our arms, smiled to each other and tossed it straightly. We both don't know our limits, but we drank continuously like there's no tomorrow. We danced on the top of the table like we own a dance floor. It's embarrassing i know, but my body was already numb, I can't feel anything, the beer is driving me crazy. I think I have reached my limit.

I left Olivia inside and walked outside to find some fresh air. I'm about to throw everything I drank and suddenly I slipped on Zenic's pool. My body was so warm and it feels so good to be touch by the cold water. I did not realize that I was under the water. It was too late to rise, I can't breathe anymore. I tried to shout, but everything becomes black.