We should have never left Sorsogon. We should have just stayed there... bathe under the sun, swim with the waves, spear a fish, f**k, I don't know. I just wished that we never left at all.
Dapat ay nagpakasasa na lang ako sa pagmamahal niya at hindi pumayag na muling may magdidikta sa buhay ko. Rana Delgado, remember? Pero nang isipin ko kung ano nga ba ang ginawa ko sa mga panahong iyon... Wala. Nada. I did nothing to at least change what could have happened months later which was... right now.
"Rana..." Lawrence's concerned voice sliced through my inhibitions. "Rana?"
"Hmm?"
Isang buntong-hininga ang aking narinig mula sa kaniya. Kasabay nito ang swabeng ugong ng makina ng kanilang sasakyan.
"Kanina ka pa ganiyan. Please cheer up... even for me."
I didn't think I can. I could even
