Living a ? life and working hard for myself and accomplished many goals in my life now plus planning for my future.

Trying to deal with life as it is today

I am learning that things just keep on being not so good for me. It's always something happening and no it's not good always negative sometimes I am wondering if I am being punished for my past life and everything is catching up with me now I am so deeply ready to throw in the towel and say f**k everything and just find somewhere to hide and not be found no connection to the outside world this life really sucks and I don't know what's left to do but walk away but guess what I am not going to let this devil ? win he wants me to say I can't do this anymore and watch my world continue to crumble in front of me I have too many people depending on me and I am going to keep on doing whatever it takes to see this life through all my trials and tribulations my testimony would be that I went through the storm and I made it and I didn't give up on myself. Some may say to me your life could be worse at least you're aren't living in the streets and you got food so looking at it this way I am blessed and highly favored Although my family is back in Detroit Michigan they still been helping me out when I need them they have been my life saver and I am so humble and grateful for my mom and my big sister without them I don't know what I would do.