Finally home time. I was out of the building by 15:55, his car was still in our parking lot.
it took an hour for me to decide what to wear, 30 minutes to pick out shoes, and forever for me to tame my hair. No pony tail tonight. I want to feel him run his fingers through my hair. I want to be a knock out. I want him to not be able to keep his lips to himself.
Before I knew it, it was 20:30 and there was no sign of him.
Has he stood me up?
I can't even call him to give him a piece of my mind, because I don't have his number.
You don’t know his number, You don't even know his surname! What exactly do you know about him? I kept scolding myself
I gave up around 22:30. Changed into my jammies and went to bed.
Not knowing whether to be upset or to be worried.
Did he stand me up?
Maybe something happened to him?
Damn him! Once again he has me all up in my feelings, I hate this. This is not me. I not some emo girl. Damn you Logan
I Got a text around 23:30 from a number I didn't recognize.
It read "I'm sorry. Caught up at work. I'll make it up to you."
Seconds later another one came in, "This is Luke by the way"
I found myself in a tizz. What do I do?
If I reply, he'll I am still waiting for him. Which would be true.
But do I want that? Is an I’m sorry text enough?
Maybe I should cut my losses and move on now, before I fall for him.
You mean before you fall even harder for him, my inner vice corrected me.
I should just add this to the short list of wonderful moments in my life and move on.
Am I over reacting?
I don't know what to do. Why am I even panicking like this?
Is it too late, have I already fallen for him?
It can't be, I've barely known him a minute. Sure he's hot as hell and without a doubt responsible for the 2 kisses that made my knees weak, but this is lust at its best. Right?
All this still does not answer my question. Do I reply or not? And if I do, what do I say?
At least I now know his name. Luke and Logan is probably his middle name or surname!
A name as sexy as he is, Luke Logan, it just rolls off the tongue.
Stop it girl, get a grip.
I can't make this decision myself. I need Nate.