HIS LOVER IN DISCRETION

Chapter 5

I was beyond livid, how could she do that?

I made my choice clear.

I don’t want to have anything intimate to do with Rissa.

“Are you okay?” Mimi said while walking into the living room. I must have woken her up.

“Can you tell my brother when he wakes up that I am at Scott’s?” I asked her and she nodded.

I drove like a maniac hoping that it would subdue my anger but it didn’t, instead it intensifies it the more.

“You look like you’re really going to murder me” Scott said when I crashed on his couch.

“She doesn’t get to do that to me” I said on the verge of tears.

“How about we go out? Have fun, and forget for a minute that you’re about to get married to a person that you don’t like” He said and I nodded.

It was sort of our thing to do that. Pretend that everything is okay for a while by drinking our ass off and then talk about our problems later when we deem it fit to.

Scott and I went over to his club and drank as if there is no tomorrow and seriously I felt free.

Like I didn’t have any trouble.

Like as if I was normal

As if everything was f*****g perfect.

I woke up with a terrible migraine, I hate when it is Scott and I that party because he pushes my limit unlike Ethan.

By the way the lady who I had s*x with was damn good………..It felt great

I touched my other side of the bed hoping to get my phone only to realize that it was a body.

Probably the Lady

I turn my head to see a guy beside, particularly the hot guy Scott and I bumped into…..

WAIT…………WAIT A f*****g SECOND

I slept with a guy………………or…………….a guy f****d me

I quickly got up, took my things and ran away.

I slept with a GUY

Is that a bad thing?

I slept with a guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wasn’t myself and had to call Scott and Ethan over in a scary and fearful manner.

I can’t believe I just slept with a guy.

Am not even gay.

Scott and Ethan rushed over with Scott coming in first.

How do I even begin to tell them what happened?

“Are you okay?” Ethan asked immediately he entered my newly bought apartment with Scott already here.

“He won’t say a word. He said until you get here” Scott revealed.

“Spill” He said.

“I had a one night stand” I said making Scott choke on his drink.

“Am sorry, repeat yourself” Ethan said.

“I had a one night stand” I repeated.

“Am proud of you” Scott said while Ethan glares at him.

“What……This dude is a disgrace to us as friends. The last time he had a girlfriend was when we were in like sixth or seventh grade” Scott said.

“Am so proud of you my boy” Scott said while patting me.

“So I left my house while driving like a maniac, all just because you had a one night stand”Ethan said in an annoyed tone.

“Ohhhh……Please…….Just confess that you are angry he made you leave because you were f*****g Amelia” Scott said while Ethan threw his shoe at him hitting his face. Serves him right.

“I feel bad” I said.

“Why?…. Because you got f****d good?” Scott asked and I roll my eyes.

“I left him” I explained.

“Why?” Ethan asked.

“I was scared as f**k. I didn’t even know what to say. Do I tell him that am sorry or what?. I don’t even know his name” I ranted while Scott and Ethan stare at each other before bursting into laughter.

“Explain what is funny to me” I asked while looking angry.

“You are never this agitated” Ethan said.

“And the fact that a lady can make you like this makes it ten times more hilarious”Scott said while heading towards the kitchen probably to get food again.

Did they not here the part when I said he?………

“I need you guys help. What am I suppose to do?” I asked.

“I don’t know. You’re probably not going to see her again, so just go on like you use to” Ethan said.

“Okay…. Are you sure?”

“For f***s sake, just forget about it, she might not even…………………….wait did you say him?” Scott asked and Ethan stares at me.

“Yes, I f****d a guy or he f****d me. Pick any one of the two” I said.

“Makes sense why you’re agitated” Ethan said.

“Was it really good?” Scott asked and we both glare at him.

“I mean he could have enjoyed it” Scott said defending himself.

“Am thinking of one million ways to murder you” I threatened while Scott raised his hands in surrender.

“I never imagine myself being with a guy” I explained.

“And how does it feel?” Ethan asked.

“It feels good, I-I felt good. Is it a bad thing?” I asked.

“That you get f****d pretty good. Am going with no” Scott said.

“What Scott is trying to say is that it isn’t a bad thing. That’s just the way you are. All that matters is that you’re happy” Ethan said making my lips curve into a smile.

“It doesn’t change our friendship, right?” I asked a little nervous about their judgement.

“Why the f**k would it change it. Just because you like a guy doesn’t change what we have” Ethan said.

“But I need to know to this guy who f****d you this damn good” Scott said and I face palm myself. How am I friends with an i***t…………..

Maybe it wasn’t a bad thing after all. I have friends who care about me and will always support me

My mother needs to accept the fact that I can’t be with Rissa and I can’t continue to go ahead and do whatever she wants.

I am my own person and that’s what that matters.