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losing hope

chapter 17

Now tell me ,what did you say to her,jide asked again seeing me with two hands on my head, jide I am finished,I have pushed her away,guy talk na let's see how bad the damage is, she asked me if I have fallen in love with her, ehh,jide couldn't wait, what did you reply, you do not love her right? ,not waiting for me to answer,I nodded in agreement,there was silence everywhere for couple of minutes,breaking the silence,I also walked out on her in my house, I added,,my brother, the devil is a liar, the is indeed a huge damage but God is merciful, miracle could still happen, jide reassuring me,the same miracle I refused to believe in, is there second chance in miracles,this is what they call disappointment at the point of breakthrough.

I never believed God heard my lamentations because I never really prayed,now my too much worries has blinded my eyes of seeing when my complaints was answered,kasie you need to rush home now and see if she's still there,open up to her,last last if she says she doesn't want you,you will still survive, I was surprised that jide is the one offering these advice ,I have to pay attention as long as I don't lose shade,as if he knew what I was thinking, I know you are surprised hearing this from me,you should know that no one hates to be happy,while I am still searching for the right woman, the gen z's can be used to while away time, if I have this your kind of woman, I wouldn't waste time getting her pregnant before story that touches enters.

See I m not saying this because she's from a rich home but for her pure heart, I got up,pacing up and down,imagining loosing shade with jide looking at me for my next action, jide I have lost hope, where do I start from because I am sure she must have left the house by now, don't conclude yet, get home first and I suggest you don't waste more time arguing,he advised,go now I will cover you here, I thanked him and left the office, honestly I was heading home but with no plan or idea of what to do next, as of now ,only miracle can bring back my shade. TBC