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critical question

chapter 15

How can shade do this to me, what wrong have I done to deserve this torment from her,why asking me all these questions when she knows I can't answer them,all these were what I was asking myself as I was completely caught off guard by her question,what does she expect me to say,say yes when she knows we can't be together due to our huge gap in social status, I don't know how true it is but I have heard and watched on movies the battle between rich fathers and their low level daughters suitors,I can't even dare to try it as I do not have anyone to bring me even coke and bread inside police cell.

I stood at the door for like four minutes down and out of words or ideas,shade was not helping matters as the question came again,kasie, I am waiting,have you fallen in love with me,this could be your moment to be free,this is your last chance,my bad spirit stepping in,you know it can't happen,say yes,she will end up laughing at you, quit torturing yourself, say no so she can go away, yes I agree with him,my good spirit countering,this could be your last chance to find what you have been looking for,yes I don't know what will happen if you say yes but your life won't end if it goes wrong, don't forget,the doors of opportunities won't open if you don't push,you have to take the risk,you have come this far, don't back down.

The pressure was too much and a minute became too long to keep her waiting for her answer,I have to go with reality this time,it can never work between us,if my saying no will get her completely out of my way and mind,let me worry about if I still have a strong heart to go through the pain once again,turning to her,shade I am very sorry, no I have not,I left the house.TBC