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lost in thoughts

chapter 13

while I was asleep on the outside,I was awake in my subconscious,it was a face to face encounter with the two other me,the good and the bad thrashing out mchaptery predicament once and for all,look, let me not be seen as the bad one here,I have always presented facts,stop day dreaming,this lady sleeping beside you can never accept you,she is only using you now while she wait for either her boyfriend to come begging or for another guy in her class,the bad me presenting his points.

The mystery of life lies in our inability to read minds,yes, I can't read her mind to tell you what's in it but I am very sure that kindness still pays,look at it in another way,she has every luxury she will ever want at her disposal but lacks one thing greater than them all, happiness, and I think she has found that in you,what she will do next is what I can't say now but I advise you believe in miracles,the good me lending a soft and reassuring words,there he goes again, don't be deceived by what you watch on movies,hello!,this is Nigeria,love doesn't live here, here, poor ladies go for rich guys,rich ladies marry from their class, okay, even if she decides to marry you,how are you going to face her father,for example,when you walk up to him ,you will introduce yourself as kasiemobi ,the son of who?, wake up bro,your friend jide understands this life ,I advise you copy from him, the argument continued as they turned to each other shouting at each in a bid to win me

over to their point,the noise became too loud that I covered my ear with a loud shout of stoooop! untill I woke up to see shade sleeping peacefully while sitting on the bed all through the time I slept on her laps.

I have never wanted a classy lady or any beyond my level,all I wanted is to be happy with a woman who would love me the way I would to her, a woman to build together with but seeing shade in her state right now melted my heart the more that I felt apart from the fact that she is from a rich home, I truly do not deserve the beautiful soul she carries,somehow,I have always acted on the advice of my good spirit but the warning of my bad spirit keep surfacing, I got up from her laps,kissed her forehead,she opened her eyes feeling happy that I look much stronger,how are you feeling darling,much much better,thanks for taking care of me,just then a call came into her phone beside us,without looking at the screen she picked it,hello sweet heart,I am very sorry for all I have caused you,to make things right,I and my family has agreed with your parents for our marriage introduction in three weeks time, she cut the phone and threw away the phone TBC