Should I Be Keeping You

Do you believe in the saying that “love prevails and that love will conquer every obstacles along the way as long as both stands firm and unmoved”? Kasi ako naniniwala sa mga katagang iyan. I saw how my parents separated for years to the point that they decided to settle their divorcement papers. I was in total shock of what happened but I didn’t stop them and I didn’t even force them to fix things out. I just woke up one day seeing them laughing and talking romantically with each other. I never ask and I never want to know what really happened. Why should I? I am happy and I am contented. Pero iba na rin pala kapag ikaw na ang nasa posisyon. Hindi ko maisip na malalagay ako sa kinatatayuan ng ina ko noon. I wasn’t prepared for everything. I was completely blank when things happened. I was confused and I have no one to talk to. I have no friends, no close relatives, not even trusted colleagues and block mates. I only have him. Things have changed for years. I never wanted to run into him and I just want to shut everything from my past. Did I do the right thing? What will happen to the both of us if things will never be in place just like what we wanted?