CHAPTER 12 BLAIR ASHFORD ✥ My knee bounces uncontrollably as I make my way over to Nikolai's. Probably because I'm coming to his house to see him and only him. A part of me doesn't exactly know how Natalya feels about the situation but she never said anything after I spent the evening cooking when she was consoling Boric after a hard day of work. The guards at the gate check my bag and stare me up and down once before letting me get to the front door. I know it's routine for them. It's something I'll have to get used to if I'm going to be spending a lot more time here. I'm scarred from what Jace did to me the other day. It still doesn't take away from the fact I feel guilty every second of every day. But if I don't get what he wants, he'll torture me in ways that he hasn't before. I

