CHAPTER 13 BLAIR ASHFORD ✥ When I leave Nikolai's later that night, I've got a real smile on my face for the first time in a long time. The thought of having to play a game of questions with Nikolai made me nervous at first but when he doesn't press when I don't want to answer, it makes my anxiety settle for a little bit so I can at least enjoy my time with him. Every other man I've been forced to spy on is nothing like Nikolai. I wish he was an asshole so this whole situation would be a thousand times easier but he's an angel on earth. I try to ignore my guilty conscience and focus on the fun I had, the tacos were a bonus on top of the company. Though I wish we would meet under better circumstances. If he ever found out what I've been doing. Bile rises in my throat automatically.

