Elouise’s POV
Sunday 13th October
Dear Diary,
OH, MY GODDESS. What can I tell you? Let me start by telling you why I haven’t written here for a couple of weeks. I’ve been seeing a phycologist. She was recommended by Luna Evelyn when I felt ready to talk, which I was; the moment Nurse Linda told me about her. I wanted to talk to her about Bradon and me.
Her name is Doctor Kelly Forsyth. I told her my fears and worries about being mated to Bradon after everything that has happened to me, and she explained my body’s reaction towards intimacy is affected by it. Whenever Bradon wanted to show me affection, my brain would make me freeze and flinch, telling my body someone was about to hurt me.
She said, I needed to retrain my brain to accept Bradon’s affection. Which I did, I might add. Did
