BEHIND MY EMPTY SMILE

Behind my empty smile is a world full of lies and vengeance. To the world its a smile full of joy and glee, but no one can feel the grief that lies in this smile. It is a smile that the world can feel and be at peace but can't weigh its bitterness. The world sees a cheerful face, full of joy and love, but deep down, I'm consumed by anger and misery. sorrow engulfs my soul, drowning me in despair. A constant reminder of a life that is unfair. Behind my empty smile is a hidden darkness that fuels up my every intention. Beneath the facade of happiness, I conceal my pain and grief, Aching wounds that bleed into my heart. Each smile I wear is a mask. Every lough, Every grin is a bitter reminder of the vengeance I seek, a fire that grows brighter like the first set of sunshine at its early daybreak. Not at any moment I feel like am free from this long time grudge and have no intentions of letting it go.Other people's rael smiles are killing me. Each smile I see reminds me that mine is empty. This facade smile is was a real one. I never thought at any point a day can reach, when I can not remember me,not even a piece of me.I am forgetting me. Me is gone.Now I can not tell me and do not even think I will ever remember me.I was my own self, a real chamer with a sense of warmth and devotion, who makes sure every decision is considered and takes care of her own. Highly analyzing situations before taking rush decisions. A creative served person who preferred to be a good writer. Fights doubt and spend plenty of my life time outdoors.