Reaping Me Softly

Chapter 32 - Through the Screen

Giving myself to him was satisfying. I did not feel an ounce of regret after making love with him or even blamed him for not being gentle even if it was my first time. We both wanted what happened in the high mountain, and honestly, I want to do it again with him, countless times 'till we drop on our knees.

Things were perfect at that moment we wished time would stop for us. Sadly, it was impossible. We know for a fact that once the sun rises, we have to part ways again and pretend that everything is okay when clearly, it's not.

"When are we going to see each other again?" I questioned while we were inside his car blocks away from our house. "We'll have to steal a moment again to be with each other, Simeon. But we'll get through this, right?"

I let out a smile, but I think it resulted stiff.

"We'll see that, Lia..." His grip in my hands tightened. "We can't tell the time, and the situation. But I promise to see you soonest, okay? And yes, we'll get through this."

I stared at him. I wonder what he feels about him, being a secret to everyone in my family. Meanwhile, he introduced me to his, but on my side... They don't even know that I have an amazing boyfriend.

They would just end up tearing us apart if they happen to know about us.

"Thank you for being patient with me, Simeon..."

He brought my hand to his lips and showered it with kisses while leering at me with his happy chinky eyes.

"I love you, baby. Always remember that..."

Smiling I nodded. "Always..."

I went out of his car feeling neutral. I'm happy, alright. However, a hint of sadness touched my heart as I walked away from his car. We're not going to break up but, marching away from him hurts me. As that means that it would take time again to see each other one more time and another...

When I went inside our house, two pairs of eyes landed on mine. I stepped back in surprised when I saw them sitting in the living room, staring at me. But instead of blank or strict emotions, I could see my mother's eyes shining, reflecting Alec's mother's lamps.

They shared the same expressions. Happy...

"Oh, you're here... Where's Alec?"

I tried my best to keep my face straight. Alec?

"Uh..."

"He texted me that you were with him for the whole night. So, I'm asking you..."

The realization hits me. That was when the picture of us together entered my mind. Was it also for a show? Aside from fakely informing them that we were together, the picture would also serve as a piece of evidence. So, that was why Simeon was too confident to let me stay with him until morning.

Alec was probably with Sam.

I swallowed hard and smiled, hoping it would convince them. "Uh, Alec just dropped me off here, Mama. Said he has a meeting to attend."

"Meeting?" she asked again.

I looked at Tita... She was still smiling and not even bothered to talk.

"Uh, in men's company, he said." I started to feel conscious. "Tita... Mama, I have to go upstairs. I need to get ready for an afternoon class," I said politely.

"Okay, darling. Me and your mom were just talking about some stuff. Like some preparations for your engagement. Inform us if you like something to add, alright?"

Slowly, I nodded hesitantly. "Yes, Tita..."

I climbed upstairs keeping my pace. When I went to my room, I immediately texted Alec to tell him the lies I weaved to save both of us. Who knows? They might ask him and we cannot afford to be caught lying.

After texting him, I fixed myself. When I peed, that was when the pain creeps through me. I almost cried because I think my down there was broken due to Simeon's roughness. I was even too confident to ask him again to do it with me, then he spilled all his c um inside of me.

With everyone's knowledge, I started to take birth control since I turned eighteen. It was not like I expected to have s ex, it was because of my period. My parents were against it before, but then I was glad that the doctor made my situation cleared to them.

The whole afternoon, I tried to finish all my assignments and submit them all at all once. Tomorrow, I'll have to go to school physically. Just a few more months and I'll be graduating from Senior High years.

Then, college... The university where Simeon was enrolled was on my top list. I just hope that my parents won't be influenced by Alec's family to send me abroad to study with him. I might as well leave and rebel which I wish to happen.

Aside from it, our plans... I hope to execute it sooner. I don't think I could bear this agreement anymore. I wanted to be with Simeon already. Without hindrances, and worry. Being free with him is what I wish to have.

Days passed like a whirlwind. I felt a little bit sad since it has been five days since we last saw each other. I tried asking Alec to take me out, bring Sam with him, then Simeon so we could make an excuse again but he was out and busy with his examination.

I just get contented with our video calls together, texting each other and for the last five days, I realized that I love seeing myself naked.

Yes, we exchanged pictures...

"Baby..." I heard him moan from the other line. "I can't wait to be inside you again."

I whimper together with my legs spread wide open. I was biting my lip, suppressing my loud moans as my fingers moved in and out inside of me.

Despite my cold room, the pleasure my fingers brought made my body sweat, added his lewd grants. The thought of him touching himself because of me has sent me on fire, being able to hear his moans and desires...

Plus him talking dirty... As my fingers went deep, my mind came back from our first night. I miss the feeling of him pounding inside of me, his length I want to touch, and everything.

“Are you wet, baby?” he asked naughtily. “I want to see you so bad, love. This call...”

“How about a video call?”

“Are you up for it, though?”

I stopped moving my hands. “I’m up for it, Simeon.”

Honestly, I'm kind of nervous. I did touch myself before he came but, having a partner doing it with me felt odd. Yes, we did it already. But it was different to do it in real than seeing each other naked on a screen. 

But we can't do anything. We wanted it, so we'll do it in a heartbeat. 

"Shall we do it?" He chuckled on the other line.

"Yes..." I breathed hard. 

"Alright..." 

I set up my laptop in the right angles where he could see all of me. I was just wearing a loose tee-shirt and panty, I didn't remove it when I started stroking myself earlier. And now...

His chest was the first thing I saw on the camera, then he leaned on, showing the upper body of his self. 

"Hi..." was the first word I say. "You looked ravishing, love."

Even in the camera, I could see how his ears turned red. "Don't make me blush, Lia."

"Hmm..." I chuckled heartily. I scanned his background and it was colored gray, and a painting of an archer. 

"I miss you," I heard him and that alone made my heart sunk. 

"I miss you, too..." I replied. 

My heart is yearning for his touch and kisses. Whenever I miss him, I would just scan through my gallery, and old messages to ease the longing I've felt but, I think it just made it worst. If I could only teleport to him, I'd gladly do it. Being away, not seeing each other for long was hard. 

I couldn't imagine those people who committed to a long-distance relationship. I know there were couples out there who were thousands of miles away, and still get through it... As for us, the distance was not really the problem but my situation. 

I'm monitored. My whereabouts and such and it's Alec that would help us but unfortunately, he was in the middle of midterms. 

I could make an excuse just to leave the house. But I just learned from my relative in school that my mother was constantly checking me, if I go to school, what time our school finishes, and the likes and it was suffocating me. 

We don't want to take a risk as it might get worse and we don't want that to happen.

Eventually, we ended up just talking about random things again. Since we don't know what our rooms looked like despite calling each other frequently, we chose to tour each other around. My room was too girly for him and was big while his... He's living in a minimalist style. 

It made me want to get rid of things I don't use but find attractive. But I didn't... It stays in my room until I find it helpful. 

"My family loves hunting, baby... That was why we live in a wildness..." he answered when I asked about the painting. 

"Animals?"

"Sort of," he smirked playfully. "Sometimes animals, sometimes we hit extraordinary animals that were dangerous in the human race."

Shaking my head, I retort, "Like what kind of extraordinary animals?" I rode with him. 

"Like vampires?"

Hearing the word vampire made me rolled my eyes. "Are you honestly bringing vampires again? They're not real. It's just an illusion, a fiction author's made for their fantasies."

He chuckled. "Alright, then. I won't bring it up. But..."

"But what?" My brows shot up, waiting for him to talk. 

"Let me see..." He pouted, then a hint of playfulness crossed his eyes. At that moment, I know what he wanted to see. 

Chuckling, I sat and got rid of my shirt, revealing my crowns.

"Damn, baby..." he reacted.