Chapter 79 - When She Saw Him
Life is filled with difficulties. It's a battle of strengths. For years, I trained my mind to not get swayed by my heart. Being driven with my emotions will not make me decide for what I clearly wanted. It would just cause chaos, and confusion. It was a mistake. After Alec died, I let my longing took over me. I didn't know what I was expecting but, all I wanted at that time was to be feel loved. Because it seems to me that I wasn't worth it to fight for. He gave up without thinking of me. Alec thought only about his pain, not considering what would it be like to me if he left. But then, it was too late. I have a lot of questions going inside my head since he left. We dreamt together, we planned to build our own family... A house we supposedly turn to be a home. He was too selfish.
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