Things were undeniable quite. I have poured my heart out but Simeon has never uttered a word. It’s not like I’m waiting. However, curiosity was all over me. I wanted to know what was running in his head after knowing my story. A lot of things has changed since he died. I didn’t even know why I married him in the first place. It’s not like I regretted it but somehow, a lot of what ifs’ were circling inside me. If I didn’t marry him, would he die? Damn... I think I’m going crazy. It was so unhealthy for me to blamed myself for every misfortune that came. Yet I had no one to blame but myself. I knew I shouldn’t... Things happened for a reason. There might be a reason behind why they all died but what could it be? Was it too deep that they needed to be totally swiped off in this world?

