Never fear to love again

Smile from those eyes

It's been a long time since I really gonna plan up something to joke around on someone. I used to be very mischievous but then I started to change the cause of the people around me. I want to make someone proud even my parents divorced and now I'm live on my own, but I really wanna hear those compliments about me, even a little. Those thoughts and plans are covered my mind for a while, then I got out of my head when I heard: "Hey, don't you want to go to lunch?" Min Jun says. He is my best friend for two years, he seems to be the person that understands me the most. Because of that, he became acting like a mother. Min Jun knit his brows, pulls my arms up, drags me down the stairs, and finally to the eating hall. I laughed lightly and pat him a bit. We get our food and hurry take a table. I may say eating time is the most relaxing moment for me, but then that peaceful time broke. A mean girl just pushes another girl down the floor. Kyung Bin laughed loudly and kick her foot at Nabi's shirt. The girl continues to bullying Nabi, everyone got shocked when someone puts his hand in front of them. That guy was me: "Using words to talk, don't need to be violent". I help Nabi to stands up and turn my face back to Kyung Bin, she smiles: "Oh, you got me wrong Jae An. I didn't do anything yet, she just fall by herself." I stared coldly and raised my eyebrow. Others students have no words to say, which is silly. They all see Kyung Bin's action but they don't even help Nabi. I got mad, very mad. I used mouth shape: "Get lost" directly facing Kyung Bin and I turn my face to Nabi, we leave the hall. When we walk to the restroom, Nabi put her head down a bit and thank me. Nabi is the first girl that is my friend, even though I am a social guy but I really pleased that Nabi is my friend. Min Jun and I goodbye to her and we get back to the student learning room. I laid on the table and frown: "I just pass my lunch and now I'm nearly dying!" Min Jun put his hands on my head and said: "I will go get us just snacks, is that okay?" Absolutely fine, I really happy after he's saying that. Something to eat is barely enough. Min Jun left the room, I look at the window, it's starting to rain. I heard someone is going into the room, I turn my face back, it was Soujin's group. I glared at them and turn my head quickly to the table, lying down. They notice me and walk toward my table. Sojin put his face directly beside my face and look at me. But at this time, he doesn't smile, just looks at me. I frowned at getting my head up: "Why are you guys surrounding me? Am I doing anything wrong?", as I say - my hands get to the defense shape. Soujin laughs and gets close to me: "Can I talk with you, Jae - An?" I don't know what to do except nod my head. Why am I acting so naive, but I just can't handle his eyes, it's just so strong.