Never fear to love again

I once fell into a feeling, a thing that I thought was 'love', my first love. It's just a way I think but on the opposite, she doesn't even think that way. She's never felt the same feeling, maybe it is just my one-sided love. Talk about this cheesy topic may be bored, but that's not important. I told myself to not ever love again because I was scared to love again. I can't continue to find it or reach for it, because I was not brave enough. If there is any choice, I will choose to ignore it, my first love is passed anyway. That loud bang noise keeps continuing, makes me feel annoyed. Finally, I got up and turn the alarm off. Why am I choose that silly sound to be my alarm? It is another normal day, I'm not that boring guy in our year, might say I'm a shining star. I try to be the most stable person because that story is just a secret, so it's important to keep it safe. Once again, let's be normal, I'm Woo Jae An, year 1. Lots of interesting happen since my 'first love' ignore me, I become more popular. But then, HE came, that boy finally shows up even this is the first time I know about him, Ryu SouJin, year 2. I have to say his looks are really attractive and also he got that cool style. I do not hate him, but I'm just...jealous. SouJin for the first time, talk to me: "Are you Jae An? I heard that this year, you will be my roommate." He smiles and that makes people stare blankly for a few...minutes. But the problem is that SouJin doesn't notice anything, maybe he's doesn't care about fame. The most shocking time in my day is when I heard I will be his roommate. Then, I just manage it perfectly: "Alright, please treat each other nicely roommate", I smirked. And Soujin doesn't even fall for that, he gently smiles and walks away. Okay, now I hate him. Ryu Soujin, I will use this roommate card to push you down - that's what I thought. But it seems he is a good guy, a very nice boy who likes to smile. I mean he smiles a lot and I have to agree that the smile is so bright! I think I will fall for it if he doesn't make me hate him, that's courage me to make that boy hate me back, a childish thought really but that is my personality. Soujin will be shocked, not so long I will find out more about him.