Never fear to love again

Plenty space

Soujin told his group to wait for him later, so the boys head out of the room. Left me back alone with Soujin. First, we just look at each other, I avoid all the eye contact because it is so dangerous. That glare from him is so unpredictable. Soujin slowly sit by my side and said: "My impression of you is very beautiful. You make me surprised, Jae - An." I tilt my head to the side and ask: "What makes you surprised?" I don't understand what he meant. Soujin rubs his hair softly and made a mouth shape 'get lost' and smiles at me. I just know what makes him surprised, the trouble at the eating hall before. Is that really a big deal? I smile softly back and said: "Ah, that. It's really not big trouble, I just can't stand there like everyone." Soujin lowers his head at me, which reminds me of a dog. My face suddenly startled, I just want to cuddle him. But I got my cool vibe back, and calm myself. Soujin continues: "It's interesting to be your roommate, I really look forward to being your --". I got in his lines by curious: "Is it really that you'll be my roommate?" Soujin nodded calmly. My face became chilled, and I tried to hide it but seems like he notices it. He moves his head toward me: "Can I call you noyangi?" I made a blank face, and I awkwardly answer: "Up to you, haha..." I turn my face away, frowned. Soujin smiles secretly and said as he stands up: "I want to know you more if you keep avoiding my eyes, noyangi." I stared confusing at him and cleared my voice, nodded. He waving his hands and leave the room. I stomp my feet, shouting: "What a stupid, Jae An!" I can't believe I accept his 'roommate' invitation. After I was shocked for a few minutes, Min Jun walks in with snacks. He confusing when he saw I stared at the wall, making a dumb face. Without hesitation, Min Jun made a big slap to my face, I disenchant.

I don't think if I can get closer to that guy, that mysterious guy. But Min Jun told me to be normal, calm myself, and relaxs...no I'm not gonna sit there. Almost forget, Min Jun also said: "If you hate him that much then trying to be close to him. In that way, you can find his secrets and also make him hate you back." People say 'like mother, like daughter' so I am one hundred percent followed my 'mama' plan. To get that guy down, I have to be calm and delicate.