Never fear to love again

lost in Seoul

That afternoon, I lie on my desk in my dorm after I just back from school. I let out a long yawn and Soujin steps in, surprises: "Why are your class done so early, noyangi?" I stretch my body and sleepy look at him: "I'm finished my project during the self-learning time already", I yawned again. Soujin put his hand on my head, his face is scanning something, I raised my brows: "What's the matter with my face?" He shook his head and lie down on his bed, smiles: "You seem very tired, get some sleep." I was disappointed, as he said, I go to his bed and sat down. Soujin confusing look at me, I turn my head: "Do you mind if I rest here? I'm too lazy to climb up to my bunk." Soujin nods as a 'yes, he does mind a lot if I sleep on his bed. Without a word, I slowly lie down on his bed, my hand covered his face. It was warm and cozy which make me feel more sleepy. I tilt my head next to Soujin's shoulder, he froze. His hands raise up and try to get out of the bed, checking if I'm asleep. He grabs my hand quickly and turns me around. Suddenly Soujin jumps out to the floor. Soujin's face bump into the rug, I smiled. This is the first time I see his expression like that. I didn't notice this part was a bit ...out of hand. I keep staring at him, deeply, I can see myself in his eyes. Soujin startles and turns his face upward, still facing me. I don't know what I'm thinking but I wrap his blanket. I fell asleep on his bed, it reminds me of when I'm still young, my mom also treats me with her sweetness. I softly wiggled and rub my head against the pillow, don't know that would make someone's bed messy.

I heard the alarm, the sky is dark now, I open my eyes slowly and move my body a bit. Surprisingly, Soujin is still lying on the ground, he's asleep. I look at him for a while, I thought: "How could this person be that bastard like last night?" But he is really attractive, his face is pure and soft. So beautiful, I thought. He doesn't know that seeing him lying asleep like that would make someone want to do a bad thing...I get closer to him.

Soujin finally wakes up after a long sleep during the afternoon. I'm sitting by my desk, turn my back as I hear his yawn. I smiled: "Do you have a good sleep?" Soujin nods and looks at the time, it was four p.m right now. He asks: "Am I sleep too much? When did you awake?" I replied: "One hour ago, I want to wake you up too but it seems like you're having a good dream, on the floor." He smiles sweetly and goes to the bathroom. Why is he didn't notice anything? Is he already forgot what happens before? But as Soujin looks at himself in the mirror, he shouted: "NOYANGI! What did you do to my face?" He walks out and directly to me, he holds my shoulders. I awkwardly said: "Sorry, I didn't mean to draw on your face. But when I look at you while you're asleep, it reminds me of a puppy. So ta-da!" Soujin smiles scarily, he wraps me in his arms and whispered to my ears: "I will get my revenge back on you, Jae An." As he finished his lines, he let out a breath into my ear which makes me tickle and uncomfortable. Soujin laughs and pinches my cheeks. This guy does do weird things.