Never fear to love again

City BOY

My day at school was great and normal even Soujin didn't talk to me all morning, which doesn't bother me at all. After the break, Mrs. Somi asks me to bring a pile of paper up to the teacher's office where is on the third floor. I carried the pile and gently bring it up the stairs, sometimes I do wobble but I still manage to make it to the office. I walk in and surprisingly, Soujin's group was also there. They're sitting on the long bench, waiting for something. I ignored them and walk to Mr. Vice president's table, I give the pile to him and Mr. Go Nam said: "Thank you, Jae An!" I turn my head back and am about to run out but Ms. supervisor holds me back: "Jae An, you still not return your parents survey, it's nearly the due." I paused for a second, Soujin's group also watching me. I lower my head and slowly say: "Sorry for returning so late but..." I paused again, Ms. supervisor asks me if I am okay. I lift my head and give out a weakly smile: "I'm fine...but I don't have any parents left to sign my survey." Soujin and his friends were shocked after hearing that. The teachers sorry me and let me go down to my class. As I reach the door, I turn my back and ask: "But I still can join the trip right?" The teachers stay silent, I nodded and went out of the office. I was walking down the stairs and I hear someone call me back: "Noyangi! Can you slow down?" I froze, which sounds similar to Soujin, I turn around. Soujin holds my hand, and his group was standing behind. I confusing ask: "Why are you doing here?" My voice was soft, Soujin bites his lip and holds my other hand tightly: "Sorry, noyangi. I'm really am, I'm not supposed to be insulting you like that." His group also say sorry and give me a big hug, I still standing there blankly. I don't understand anything. I squeeze my cheeks: "Am I dreaming? Why are you apologize? I seem to be the one who is acting weird, I have to say sorry." He smiles sweetly and puts his hand on my shoulder: "No, it's wrong to ignore you even when you're the one who is in the room. I didn't know that you don't have your parents anymore. We ignore you, which makes you feel lonely like your parents left you. It's hurt you a lot, does it?" His expression changes completely from last night. I nod gently, and so we all return to our class. I was happy, not just because Soujin understands me, it's also because I don't feel lonely anymore.

Min Jun went to my table at the discussion time, he sits opposite my face: "Is everything okay? You do make a dumb face." I quickly turn back, look at Min Jun. Actually, my face is dumb really, smile for no reason. I cleared my voice: "Soujin just apologizes to me." Min Jun make a weird expression and sighed. Jun returns to his seat, I am confused but still, I am happy.