I was so upset that I stopped eavesdropping on their conversation and headed up to my room. I wanted to slam the door hard when I got in but I remembered that I was eavesdropping and I should have slammed the door minutes ago. But I changed my mind about it and gently walked to my bed. I screamed into my pillow, Dad could be very infuriating. It’s like he was searching for violence in me every time. He was lucky to have such a calm and collected daughter like me. Although sometimes I could not get rid of the violent thoughts that I had. I was so upset that I could not even study, I was having a headache. I wished that he could be a bit more understanding. I wanted to use my MacBook but it was nowhere in sight. Then I remembered that I had not brought it back to my room since Lucas l

