SINCE that day, I am trying to avoid those two. I hate it also when I am doing it, but I am getting confused for some reason when they are near me. I felt like I am with Arvy, the same emotion, and I hate that idea. Arvy is the only person I will love more than anyone else, and I refuse to let someone enter my heart again.
I am thinking about how can I reject them easily. They are humans, and I know for the fact that after they accepted my decision or opinion, they can finally move on and find someone better out there. But it is also conflicting since I can't see myself being happy if they will find someone better.
Tonight is the foundation ball. The founding anniversary of the company, and I am required to attend the said event. I don't want to come, since it is just a waste of time for
