real darkness

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do know which is the real darkness, have you ever asked your self about your feelings, I mean have you ever tried to divide feelings into positives or negative ones. in reality feelings are always truth for how long they express us we should respect them. I. reality I have thought about love , delusion and all other feelings, starting by feeling happy till to feeling sad...I have felt this feelings soo ... exploring my soul. do you want me to share me exactly what i have proved, totally I have done on all my word. nom I am telling you what I proved on this impossible love...I thought love was the brightness, the best feeling ever, that we should love without boundaries, without counting the errors ...but now i thing that it all comes after the person that is loving you have stability on showing you their best version of their self., and being sure on yourself that is this their version that brings you peace ,tranquility and happiness..so be careful and don't take conclusions without being secure on yourself. that's happened to me actually , that thing that I have always thought was the brightness resulted to my darkness, because I lost mu energy, my inner me, my character and myself...what I founded was totally darkness, wishing being alone, without wanting to be loved again...I'm just focused on me and deluded by love ...don't trusting anymore on its power...but deep inside me it's love that makes me live happy, but the love for myself...we are a completed person, we aren't an half person, so why should we believe that someday we are going to find our half...it's totally insupportable spending life thinking you're incomplete and one day it's someone coming and loving you how you deserve...especially for girls...no my dear we are full of happiness, we decide the love we deserve and we can love ourselves in wich way that anyone can't. so love yourself how you want ,how you know that you want to be loved,in that way only you know makes you happy. sometimes what looks to be sugar the taste defines what really was, maybe it can tastes like salt. depends on how we experience our love, to define what exactly it is , so take lesson from experience and don't do the same errors on life, personally I should refused to apologise when it's not my fault justifying that I'm doing all this to take care for our love, to save our feelings, feelings can change so come on ...let the otherone tell you his changes, your work is only to notice and to read it well...don't forget be secure on yourself....do a good job my dear...totally it's individual in the and of the day..maybe you don't find yourself on this word...but I think you have once thought that you should have thought more about yourself...so I am felt...this is my message for you...always put your self first..without doubt...without taking on your mind being selfish or anything else...whatever...just love yourself without feeling guilty on loving to much...there's never to much love for yourself.
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