My Forbidden Love

Chapter One: Everything It Should Be. His face nears mine and my pulse starts to quicken. Suddenly I feel more aware of my body than I ever have as Grayson’s lips crash into mine with burning desire. A pulling sensation spreads in my lower abdomen when his tongue brushes mine and the taste of fresh pears fill my tastebuds. I want you so bad...I think to myself. I open my eyes and look into the bright crystal blue eyes I love so much. I’ve never needed anything so badly in my life. Ever since I met him seven years ago I knew things were different with him. I sat across from the lucky b***h who gets to call herself his wife, all the hairs on my body raised with fevered chills when his eyes met mine. I’ll never forget that very moment. Feeling his weight shift, he moves between my legs and grips the inside of my left thigh. A moan escapes me and I try to keep my eyes open, failing miserably. Ugh. Why do you feel so good right here? I grasp the back of his neck and his lower back while pushing my hips up towards him. Grayson lets out a sexy deep chuckle that hits a spot within me that makes those fevered chills shoot throughout my body. The electricity within me reaches all of my nerve endings making an audible “ZAP.” “You liked that didn’t you Miss Lady?” I open my eyes and nod in a way as if to say yes. His hand on my thigh moves higher up causing the pulling sensation to burn, as if embers of a fire have been blown on creating a flame. “I wish- my words are cut off. The back of my throat squeezes tightly. I know better than to say what I wish. It only ends in a short visit. Why does life have to be so complicated? “I know Baby.” His forehead meets mine softly. I wrap my legs around his waist and pull him in close. We stay like this for a while listening to the rain hitting the roof of the car. “I don’t want you to leave. I want to be selfish and keep you with me.” I say and try to not let the sadness I feel overwhelm my voice. “You know how much I want to stay right here with you. Curled up with you in the backseat of your car, never having to go back to her.” I look once more into his eyes and find they are darkened. “I want...His hands slip up my skirt and pet the outside of my warm moist panties. To be right here, tucked deep inside. Making you fully mine.” My breath catches and my back arches. He’s never actually touched me before. His fingers feel hot and slender rubbing me in circular motions. “Can I touch you?” He whispers in my ear sending electricity through my body and into his. I bite my bottom lip hard and suck on it. “Yes. Please.” I can hardly get the words out. I feel nervous and so excited. One of his hands pulls my panties to the side while the others finger slips through my labia. A moan escapes me and I take a rugged breath. “Are you sure?” There’s nothing more I want to experience in this moment than to finally feel something of him inside of me. I lick my lips. “Yes.” I feel his smile spread against my cheek. His finger rubs the outside teasing me making me moan for more. A painful throbbing starts and the desire to have him tightly inside of me grows. Grayson turns his face into my neck and smells me. His body is starting to shake. I can’t take this anymore! “Please, please let me feel you.” I beg him. The pressure of his finger moves to my v****a. “You are so wet.” Those lips that I love slam against mine, I open mine giving him access to explore more. He tastes so good! I know he feels me throb as he smiles against my lips. In a swift movement he pushes his finger inside of me and my body clenches around it. “Oh Baby, your so tight.” I grip his shoulders and pull him down closer. “More.” I moan loudly. His finger that was moving in and out softly is joined by a second pushing deeply inside. I throw my head backwards and cry out. The second finger is almost too much. “Oh f**k, Grayson.” As if this is an invitation he starts moving them fast. My cries become more frequent as pleasure builds within me. “You like- “Yes!” I say before he can finish. The rhythm in his fingers slows as he starts rubbing my c******s with his thumb. A feeling somewhere far within me starts building. “Grayson, I...I think I’m gonna- “c*m for me Scarlett.” My nails start digging into his shoulders pulling him as close to me as I can. I bury my face in his shoulder and breathe his scent in preparation to c*m. I feel as if we are floating weightlessly. Everything around us starts falling away when his phone starts ringing. I hear the phone and my back softly hits the seat under us. What the f**k? Did I just levitate us? Grayson shifts around a little. “Hello? Hey Baby. Oh not much. How was work?” His fingers grow still inside of me and my throat tightens. What was a wonderful moment has now been tarnished like a piece of silver from the 1700’s. I feel sick but don’t move. Why the f**k did she have to call? I can’t stand this s**t. He could have called her back, why does he always answer? I notice his tone sounds angered. “I love you too, bye.” Grayson pulls his fingers out and sits up. “I have to go, I’m so sorry. Katherine called the house off work early and Landon answered the phone. She’s pissed as f**k that I’m not home.” Home...I hate when he refers to their house as home. “I see, um. I understand. I shuffle around and get out of the back of my car and jump out into the parking lot to hug him. Grayson moves swiftly and hugs me tight but rather quick. “Hey.” He says and grabs my face. “I love you, be careful.” I try to block all emotions out and smile at him. “I love you too, you be careful. Thank you for today.” I reach up and kiss his soft lips. The hardest part is always watching him walk to his truck and leave. Please don’t leave… I get in my car and immediately start it. I can’t watch you leave me today, not after what just happened. I put my Camaro in gear and floor it. The engine purs readily accepts my lead foot. Rolling my windows down caring less about the rain and more about fresh air I pick my phone up to text my best friend Q. Hey, I need you to call me when you get off. Some stuff happened with Grayson and I really need you. Xoxo - Scar