When The Clock Strikes Nine

"3...2...1...Happy New Year!" everyone Shouted. All eyes in the sky for how beautiful the fireworks are. The crowd are screaming happily and the DJ started to play some upbeat music to keep up the vibe of the place. Tequila there, Vodka here. Dirty dancing here, french kissing there. Im about to pass out when someone assisted me and helped me sit down in the corner near the entrance of this rooftop club. "Girl! Your time is out. It's time for you to have that sleep now, poor girl. You prepared too much for tonight." he said. "noooo! Im still on my half bottle!" "nah ah! That's your second bottle already. I bet you don't want me go visit you in the hospital tomorrow." With no choice, he helped me grabbed a taxi and safely went to my apartment. I swayed hard to go on the 10th floor and since it's New Year's Eve, there are people outside this building. All eyes on me huh? Yes, thank you for letting me know I'm beautiful, I know it all. A dark and cold room was the only thing that waited for me. No dogs, no cats or whatever pet you have in mind. I dont even have a boyfriend. Crap those men. Now, this is how I continue my New Year's Eve. Still, im drunk. I woke up with the loud ringtone of phone. Who the heck is this! "Glad you're still alive" Brent said. The friend I was with last night. Nope, he's not straight. He likes banana. "What Brent? Im in the middle of my sleep!" "Down girl. I was just checking on you if you're still breathing you know." "Now you know." "Fine. Anyways, Im getting coffee at 1PM. Do you wanna come? Donna and Yasmin will join me. How about you?" My mind is still loading. Probably this is because of hangover. "I think I need that." Even if I'm not in well and good condition, I still tried my best to dress up. I hope this isn't crap. "Hey, Eloise. Are you listening?" Donna interrupted. "What about it?" She showed me the picture of my ex happily hugging his pregnant b***h. Nice one Donna. It's New Year! "Put that away" I said with a mean voice. "Stop that Donna, you're not helping her move on!" Yasmin said. I forgot to add, my life is broken. I started to sip my coffee while my mind is rummaging of thoughts. I dont even know that girl's pregnant. All I know is, he started being a mistress. The reason why I became too liberated compared in the past years is because my ex and I broke up since, now you know, he met someone when we were still in a relationship. Left the place we lived in 6 months ago after I broke up with him. He can stay in that place, but no, I just couldn't. And then, embraced my freedom. My friends, especially Brent never received any rejections from me. If he invites, I go immediately. Hooked up with boys in the club because why not? For the past 6 months that I was broken and yes, up until now, my purpose in life is now blurry. I dont know why am i still living. I dont know why I still have this life. The person whom I dedicated my life for 3 years just left me and had a family of his own. Now, im miserable.