Jessica!

Today I am going to my best friend’s house kate. We were best friends since middle school, when we first met I hated her for being mean to me. But funny thing, one time she got me crying for being bullied and she bit my bullies for me. Since then we are soulmates.I don't like going out that much like she does so we always make plans to stay in. Back to the present, today's plan is based on my breakup with Noah. I was with him for 2 years but after what he did to me yesterday I feel like I don't know him anymore. I don't know what happens to us but I thought we were fine. I want to cry every time I think of him now. Am wearing jeans shorts with sleeve long shirts with face print on it. walking to her house, her brother passed me by driving his Jeep. I have a crush on him since we were little. He is so handsome so obviously, not only me but almost every girl in the school has a crush on him too. He didn't even say hi, what a Jerk! He is a senior, 6’1 tall and the school’s player and is a junior with a 5’3 height. He always ignores me, so I act like I don't like him. What I hate the most about Kate's house is that he and his girls. I mean wtf where is he getting all this girls from? Thinking this and that about him I was in front of her house. She opened the door before i even start to nock, was she seeing me seeing his car go? Kate-“Tell me all about it, every single detail baby’’? Me-“what are you excited? their is nothing else more than what I told you on the phone.’’ Kate-“I don’t care girl, just repeat it to me, you might have forgotten something.’’ I looked at her amazed by how she is acting. She drags me to her bedroom and tells me she will be back. I wonder when her brother will come back. Sometimes I want to be just like the other girls, I mean more slutty so I can get his attention. But when I think about how he dumps them after, I will convince myself that he might look in my way in the future for being not slutty.The door opened and Kate comes back in with a bowl full of popcorn. I didn't even release she was gone leaving me alone with my thoughts. We talked for hours, how Noah cheated on me with the new girl. Me-“You know what makes me mad the most, she is so gorgeous than me.’’ Kate- “What are you talking about girl, do you not have mirror in your room?’’ I tried to smile to her, she always try to lift me up. Me-“kate I know what you are trying to do! Anyways pleases let's not talk about him anymore I have been crying all night, you know that.’’ Kate-“Ok, umm I have this dress which was so hot when I first saw it in the store and they say there's no fitting room, but it didn’t fit me when I got home. And I was thinking about you trying it?.’’ Me- “ya? let me see it, but you know I don’t even have nowhere to go cause I broke up with Noah now.’’ Kate-’’What !? That evil boy would be glad if he hears you saying that! We are going to the club tonight and shake it off.’’ Me- “Nah, I just want to sleep and see movies.’’ Kate-“Am gone act like I didn’t hear that, alright. Here it is.’’ She hand me her dress, it is indeed hot, but not my type of dress. It is a red laser with a V neck that poops my boobs out with something like a belt. When I look in the mirror Wow I look gorgeous. Would he come back if he see me like this? Why can’t I stop myself from thinking about him? Kate- Jessica thats what am talking about.’’ ‘’Kate are you in here ?’’ Andrew, her brother gets in without knocking. My eyes immediately went to his and I forget about Kate for a second. Andrew was literally eye f*****g me, his eyes went from mine to my boobs then to my waist and legs. He makes me feel like am naked, but I like it because he never had look at me at least for this long.’’ Wasn’t this supposed to make me uncomfortable? Why do I like it when he see me like that. Kate-“girl, look how he is looking at you am right you look hot…’’ Andrew-“Are you going somewhere like that?’’ he gets in the room and come closer to me. I can smell his perfume, l think it's Tom ford noir, my God, I am about to faint, his eyes are still on mine. I want to say something back but i couldn’t take any word out of my mouth. Kate- " Can't you see we are changing cloth dude, get out.’’ Andrew-’’ What? I just come here to ask you, if Drake called?’’ Kate-’’ Is that so¡, well he didn’t I don't know what is up with him those days. I was silent and and my mind was all about Andrew at that moment. I was just staring on him the whole time, while he was kind of trying to not see me again. Andrew-“Well ok, Tell me when he does.’’ After that me and kate talked a little and she convince me to go to the club tonight. I didn’t feel like it but I just agreed to make her happy. “Jess can you go and tell Andrew we are going now.’’ she was applying my makeup for me and she did a good job. I look like a model right now. Kate was wearing her heels looking down and couldn't see my expression. I was shocked! I do not want to go to his room. Their house is huge compared to mine, but am used to it now. Taking about being used to things, Andre and Drake was so cute when we were younger. And I was used to be close to them, but then after we grew up everything turned out like this. I was in front of his room and about to knock but it was open, then I heard something. It’s my name, it’s my f*****g name.“ “Oh yeah like that Jessica baby, fuckkk aah”. And I was shocked like frozen in my spot, Is he ? Yes, he is jerking of calling my name! When I come back to earth he was quiet for second and he open the door wide standing in front of me. Holy moly, why am I the embarrassed one? He started doing it again looking me in my eyes. Andrew-’’ What do you want?’’ he knows that I heard that, but he looks dead serious. ‘’God help me out. Jess, are you coming or what?’’Kate.