Wind Never Fly

When I was a kid，my father told me：“Andrew，just remember，you are the son of an old soldier，you should never surrender to your enemy.”I nodded，and beat the other children who provoked me，saying that I'm a son of b***h. Father never tell me where my mother went，and I never want to know anything about that woman，she must had her reason，I didn't think that a mother would abandon her son when he was only 6 months old and never went back for 16 years. Yes，I grew up without a mother for 16 years，to be honest，it's very hard for the first several years，because children were always annoying，they loved to bully other children who were weaker than them. I hid deeply and almost nobody knew that I didn't have a mom. Since it's almost so finally they found that truth，somebody looked like very excited and told me to wait in the classroom after school. I didn't know what happened，but my father told me：“If somebody want to talk to you or something，just listen，don't refuse him or her.” So I waited after school，even I knew they were all assholes in the school. I remembered that day was my 10 years old birthday，there were five children who wanted to talked to me. I was very anxious because my dad said he would give me a big surprise and I didn't want to miss. I sat in my chair，looked up，watched the big face of Amber，who was the son of our town's mayor：“What do you want to say？” Amber smiled like a clown，he pointed me，laughing.“Oh，we all know that you don't have a mom，you poor fella！”I shrugged，I knew this would happen one day，and I had prepared for this for several years. “Ah，yeah，I don't have a mom，sorry for that.”I packed my bag，stood up，tried to leave the classroom. “Stop！you must be a son of b***h！”Amber shouted from my back，his partners all laughed. I stoped，lay down my bag，ok，it's your choice. 30 minutes later，policemen were coming，I was washing my fist in the washroom，there were to much blood in my fingers. I didn't kill them，but they should be in the hospital for several months. Amber's father was there，his face looked like being punched by a truck. My father was there too，he looked at me，just said：“oh，boy，you are grown up.” One month later，I was sent to an army called KGPO，father told me that's the hell for a child，but I had lived in the hell since I was born，who cares？ So，that's my childhood，not interesting，not boring，it just ended.