Crystals of snow are descending,
As I sat on a bench while waiting,
Feeling nervous while smoking.
It was tenth of December,
The moment I'll always remember,
Beanie loosed her hair that was amber.
I smiled at her lovely pretty face,
Just feet apart on our favorite place,
Stared at those eyes it was a space.
Why can't you look at me?
Why is it your eyes are teary?
Odette do you know my heart feels so heavy?
I want to break up with you,
I don't love you anymore Matthew,
Words banged my soul after you threw.
My heart turned cold as the snow,
Never expecting of letting her go,
That's how I loved her and she should know.
Thoughts of her I want to burn in a fire,
Sick of the promises I always desire,
Becoming the person I'm not, makes me tired.
Until there was a time came,
Met a pretty lady who always aims,
Build her wall so high that no one could claim.
Walking through the pavements,
Reminiscing those snowy moments,
That fell my tears by your statements.
Entered my fave coffee shop,
Holding my decaf and stopped,
Saw this lady, talked with her, and loosened up.
The bell rang unexpectedly,
Saw her with a man accidentally,
Sends a feeling of melancholy.
This lady beside me,
Cried as the man she loved was happy,
Didn't know our love story was made mutually.
Once again my tears streaming down slowly,
Believing the great lie: she still loves me,
Wishing that I could just live in a world of fantasy.
She left me with a quote on a cup of coffee,
It shook me by the words of this pretty lady,
That flashbacks my painful memory.
Words she threw that stabbed me like a knife,
To lessen this bitter feeling that rife,
This lady told me, "Be happy for this moment. This moment is your life."