Compendium of Thoughts

I was bitter She's too sweet She was gentler I cannot defeat.   No matter how hard I try An average girl on your eye She doesn't need to put her very best, While I'm trying to be someone else.   I smiled at her Wondering if I'm ugly She smiled at me Why she's so pretty?   Guess I just need to live insecurity Open my life to rejection Need to fight battles for me I don't need any protection   Every second was in slow motion So cool got my attention Familiar to this special emotion I was struck by your potion   Look straight to my almond eye Curved lips I cannot deny My mind thought it was "I" It was the pretty girl on the aisle.   In a brink of light Two of you shines on sight Chest of mine hold on tight Battle of mine I need to fight.   Pale face turns white While yours have blushed Staring each other they're so bright Falling alone in a flash.   She was white chocolate I'm just dark Her presence made me hate Turns me into bitter stark.   The bitterness of dark chocolate Has rife by the time; She cries and sleeps so late Slowly killing her like a crime   Sun has set You and I You're so nice I feel shy   Please hold my hand at this very moment, Just once for this day, hour, and second. Bitterness screamed in silence, You're not an option called as second.   But the chocolate eater goes to white, I just looked and saw her. I wanted to take a flight, I can't because I'm his fool lover.   Once again bitterness had rife, Feeling lost in life. I was a trap inwrap, Plasticity has covered up.   Moon has risen, Wishing for you and me. You're so nice, A painful lie.   Please love me just for this moment, Just once under this bright starry sky. Bitterness screamed in silence, Heart crumbles it slowly die.   Why is it I'm not sweet or salty? Something tastier? I don't want to be lonely, But a taste of mine wasn't lucky.   In a daze of moonlight, Tears streaming down. Witnessed the beauty of city lights, Luminous light spotted the beauty of her own.   Stars have risen, You and I. Am I nice? Let this jealousy fly. She began to weep, As everything gets deep. Dark chocolate coat melted and poured, Her inner beauty was well-flavored.   Embraced her true self, Smiled as she cannot please everyone. Painful feeling she chose to left, Wished to stars to meet the one.   Dawn is slowly running, Arms of time keep on rotating. Memories keep on rushing, The catastrophic feeling is dying.   Sun has risen, You and I. I was nice, Gentle heart on high.   Winked at white chocolate, Accepted the truth. Free me from hate, She waves at me and it's cute.   In a ray of light, True colors shine so brightly. Chest of mine hold on tight, Battle ended right.   I was better, She's too sweet. She was gentler, I know, I'm worth it.