When In Love

Chapter 3: A Homecoming

Chapter 3

“Babe i missed you!” David is in my dream. I can feel his arms holding me, it feels so real I can even smell him. I roll around colliding into something hard. “Wait, is someone in my bed?” My eyes flutter open in panic soon to be replaced by excitement when I see David’s smiling face.

“surprise !!” he kisses my forehead. My arm wraps around him tightly.

“how did you get here? I thought I was picking you up ?” I ask, my voice thick.

“I wanted to surprise you so I lied about when I’d get here,” he rubs his nose on mine.

Suddenly, I feel nauseated, hopping out of bed, I run to the bathroom. I barely made it to the toilet before I threw up. “Well, hello morning sickness I guess!” He walks in there as I reach the sink to brush my teeth. He’s worried asking if I’m okay. “One of the symptoms when you’re pregnant!” I feel dizzy as I put my toothbrush away, gripping the sink and closing my eyes. His arms wrap around my waist, my head rests against his chest. After a minute, I ask him to run a bath. We took a bath together, it was just what i needed.

“I’m glad you have that doctor’s appointment today!” he whispers in my ear. I was actually happy , I was also glad he’ll be there with me. Although I understand he needs to work for our family, the selfish part of me wishes he could stay here. I’ve had to deal with him being gone before but the situation is different now. I’m walking on thin ice not knowing if I should express my true feelings or pretend I’m strong for his sake. Maybe I’m being paranoid but I feel like he’s been hiding his feelings too. We’ve talked every day but I felt him being distant a couple of times. Once we’re both clean, he asks me if I’m okay again.

“David, I need to know something,” I shift around to look him in the eye. “How have you really been?” I can tell he’s surprised when his eyes widen before looking down.

“Umm, not so good… I kind of got in trouble… but things are okay now.” His eyes are still avoiding mine.

“Trouble? What do you mean? Why didn’t you say anything?” now I’m nervous.

“I don’t want you to have to worry about me. I was hungover and I f****d up my lines so the director questioned me about it.” I put my fingers under his chin making him look at me.

“Hungover? You went partying?”

“No, I...umm… I missed you so I had beers in my room as a distraction. Tears started to form in his green eyes.

“Aww, baby! I’m so sorry! It’s been hard for me too but you can’t get drunk and risk your job. You know better than that!” Part of me is angry that he would do something that would affect his work, the other part of me breaks seeing how emotional he is. I embraced him.

Once we’re dressed, he pulls me to stand in between his legs by the bed. “Kiss me!” he asks, his voice shaky. I’m now realizing we haven’t kissed yet. I bring my lips to his slowly feeling the familiar fire igniting inside of me. He opens his mouth letting my tongue taste his as he moans softly. A moment later, he breaks the kiss still holding me in his arms, there’s a sadness around him as if he’s afraid of losing me. “I love you David!” I hope my words will calm him down. “I love you more, Kim!” he smiles, making his adorable dimples pop. “When do we have to leave?” he asks. “We should probably start going, we don’t want to be late for the appointment ”, he lets go and we finally start leaving.

The appointment seemed to drag as my doctor kept on asking questions after questions. Overall, I seem to be doing fine although she did worry when I casually mentioned experiencing dizziness sometimes. David gave me a worried look, I hadn’t mentioned it to him until he saw me having one earlier. She asked me to monitor my blood pressure as well as asking me to get more blood work done. My next appointment will be set once she has the results until then I must go to the hospital if my dizzy spells get worse or more frequent.

We were on our way home after running some errands when Sandra called. “I feel terrible asking because I know David just got there but I have a rat infestation at my apartment, I can’t use the bathroom and Toney is out of town. Would you mind if I spent the night at your place ?” She knows she can always count on me, David understands the situation as well. We picked up takeout food for dinner and all met at our place.

David and Sandra get into a conversation about some movies when I feel my eyes getting heavy as I’m cuddling in his arms on the couch. It doesn’t help that his hand is absently running through.

The back of my thighs allowing me to wrap my legs around his waist. I love the fact that he didn’t bother getting dressed or even wrapping a towel around his waist. It’s only been two weeks since we’ve been intimate but for some odd reason, it feels much longer. My body craves him, I’ve been longing for his touch.

He takes me to the couch sitting down with me straddling him. Our lips move in sync as we kiss tenderly. He was very intense, i felt his every breath, as he kissed me on my neck and licked my ear so softly, rafter being away from each other, this feels perfect. His mouth then ran along my neck to the centre of by breasts, his hands slipping under my shirt up to my breasts. My bra is removed, dropping to the floor behind us. A soft moan escapes me feeling his fingers on my n*****s combined with his hot breath on my skin. David pulls my shirt off while staring into my eyes. The intensity in them expressing all his love for me. With a hand on my lower back, he pulls me closer, I stand on my knees so his mouth can latch onto my n****e sucking gently. My hand rests on the back of his head caressing his hair. He moves to the other side after a minute. I feel myself pooling in my underwear. “Touch me,” I bring one of his hands between my legs asking for some release. He smiles, he loves when I ask to be pleasured. My black skirt is pulled down and tossed by my shirt on the floor, my underwear is next. His fingertips run on my body sending goosebumps all over leaving me feeling like putty under his loving assault. I reach in between his legs but he moves my hand. “Not yet, it’s all about you right now.” He whispers in my ear as his fingers run on my inner part. Biting on my lip, I moan when his fingers snake their way inside. Instinctively, my hips start rocking against his hand slowly building the rhythm. David’s mouth presses onto mine again slipping his tongue in. There’s just something so intense yet gentle about him in this moment, our souls connecting on another level. His thumb circles my c**t while his long fingers curve inside reaching the spot making me gasp feeling the tingle building. “Fas.., faster!” I moan, rocking my hips harder against him. He does as I asked, watching me intensely as I get closer. “Talk… say…” I beg, realizing I miss hearing him talk. “You’re so beautiful right now!” I was expecting something dirty but somehow it still turns me on. I rest my hands on his knees leaning back, swaying my hips in rhythm with his fingers. A smirk appears on his lips when his fingers tap harder and faster on my sweet spot sending my body into a frenzy. Warm electric shocks are felt from my inner part to my toes leaving me panting. “You’re so sexy, baby,” he says with that seductive British accent of his. My body collapses onto his, out of breath.

Bringing my hands to his erection, I pump him at a steady pace. “Kim, your touch feels good!” His voice is strained. I make sure to pay attention to his balls too, massaging them while I pick up the pace slightly, a low grunt escapes his full lips. Reaching for my arms he lays me down on the couch with him on top. His nose rubs mine bringing a smile to my lips. I feel his c**k pushing into my wetness as he moans. My instincts make me squeeze him inside with his hips rocking into mine at a slow pace. His beautiful green eyes are still staring intently into my soul. My nails graze the skin on his lower back while I kiss his neck, sucking under his ear. A twitch of his c**k is felt inside announcing his orgasm building. My hands guide his head to my right breast asking for his tongue without words being said. He licks and flicks his tongue on my n****e. I feel myself tightening on him as a response.

Picking up the pace, he brings one of my legs to his shoulder plunging deeper inside. My cries get louder, unable to control myself. He rolls my left n****e in between his fingers. “I’m going...Ryan! I’m…” his lips stifle my words in a feverish kiss. I contract myself on him repeatedly knowing that will send him over the edge. “f**k! Babe!” He says as he lets go, never slowing down. He brings his fingers to my bud rubbing until I relax into his touch bringing my leg back down as he slips out. Out of breath, we lay holding each other for a minute.

“I love you,” he whispers in my ear. I smile telling him I love him. He stands up, scooping me in his arms, taking me to our bed. We lay in our usual spooning position, his hand in mine. I was getting worried sensing his sadness when he first got here but our love-making seems to have brought him peace. I’m torn wanting to know what was going on through his mind but afraid to ruin the perfect moment we just shared by asking.

“I was scared,” he says softly, he always seems to be able to read my mind.

“Of?” I turn around, our faces inches away.

“I thought you might resent me for leaving you here alone, you might push me away.” The last part stings because I’ve been doing a lot of progress but I guess I understand why he would still fear me pushing him away.

“I do wish you could be here with me but I knew the sacrifices that needed to be made from the beginning. I knew you being an actor meant having a busy schedule. I would never resent you for it!” I kiss him tenderly. He then shifts to lay on his back pulling me to rest my head on his chest. His fingers run through my hair until he drops his hand falling asleep. I send a prayer hoping our weekend together helps chase his fear away.