In Her Dreams

"You know if only I could spend my whole day, my whole life with you. I will never leave. You're the only man I wanted to spend my life with." I embrace him tightly. If only I could extend my time with him. He pushes my shoulder slightly. He hold my jaw up making our eyes meet. Using his thumbs, he wiped my tears away. "Don't cry honey! You can go back here anytime. I will always be there waiting for you to come." He said forcing to smile. I tried to hug him again but pain cut my dream. Someone slapped my face. As I opened my eyes the face of devil is in front of me. Anger is visible on his face. "Hey! Wake up! Wake up from your illusions! Another dream to make you freak! " He pulled me closer and stripped my night dress showing my chest. "How many times do I have to tell you? Stop fantasizing other men! You are mine. Mine only! No man is allowed to touch you, to love you, to come near to you. What is mine is mine only." He sucks my n****e like a hungry monster. I didn't fight. Because fighting will end up to more pain. Tears began to fall as I watch him pesting my upper body. I despised him! He stopped moving. He looked at me, when he realized I let him pigging my body. He pulled up my ruined dress together. Trying to cover my exposed skin. "Dress up!Cook my favorite breakfast." He commanded before leaving me alone. As he go away. Tears continuously flow like waterfalls. I went to the bathroom to take a bath. I need it to refresh my soul. I let my dress fell on the floor. I can feel the cold stream of water but pain won't fade away. If only water can heal my pain and suffering. I'm going to stay here all day. I was in the middle of enjoying water when there is a loud knock on the door. "Shim cook my breakfast!" It's Sawyer, the monster. He has many maids but when it comes to serving him. He wants me to do it for him. He treats me more like a servant than his wife. Yes. I am his wife. He is Glennon Pierre Sawyer. The bachelor billionaire, owner of different businesses. But I don't care about his properties. My husband on documents. He is my arrogant, cruel, possessive, heartless and ruthless husband. I became his wife when he bought me from my father. My father bankruptcy caused my misery. "What took you so long?" Sawyer asked me with furrowed brows. "I'm going to be late if you keep on staring at me." His monsterous voice again. It's been three months but I still couldn't accept the fact that I'm living with this demon. I couldn't appreciate this luxury. I leave him on our room to prepare his breakfast. I cook his favorite breakfast porridge with boiled egg. It is a Filipino recipe, he likes it for rainy season. After I cooked his breakfast, I prepared the dining table. I texted him, "Your breakfast is ready." I can hear his footsteps coming down from upstairs. I folded the apron, and returned it to cabinet. I finished my milk. He was at the bottom of stairs when I am ready to go upstairs. One step up and he speaks. "Join me." Sounded more like a command. He seat on his wooden glass chair. The round table is four seater. I have no choice but to face this monster. I put porridge on his white bowl. He is staring at me like he's gonna eat my soul. I don't like the way he looks. Monster. I was about to sit in front of his seat. "Where is my boiled egg?" He asked in cold way looking directly in my eyes. I bow my head. "There is no egg in your fridge Sawyer. I already told Nanny Marietta to buy your breakfast list later." I replied in my usual stoic tone. "I want to try your siomai beef rice and coffee tomorrow. Continue eating my appetite is gone." He stand up without even tasting his food. "Don't forget to buy all of my breakfast package." I heard him reminding Nanny Marietta standing on his way out to the kitchen. "Never let her get outside. Teach her again how to cook foods I like." He added before completely leaving. " Yes Señorito." The middle-aged woman replied. That's how cruel he is. He is treating me like a maid, a prisoner, his punching bag. That man is definitely a monster. I was happy living my life with my parents. But due to bankruptcy, here I am now enduring the cursed of being his wife. I clean the dining table. I was about to go upstairs when Nanny Marietta speaks. "Señorita let's practice how to cook Señorito other recipes." She said cheerfully. " I have many more time later. I wanted to sleep in just few hours Nanny Marietta. " I replied honestly. " Sure. Let's practice later Señorita. Don't even try to scape again Señorita Shim! If you doesn't want to meet his devil again. " Nanny Marietta said seriously. I looked at her with my droopy eyes." I'm tired, I would like to rest all day. "I nod my forehead before I go upstairs. I comb my wavy long waist brownish hair. I put some body lotion and perfume spray. I also change the white cover of our bed into another white bed cover with galaxy design. Our bed is crescent rolls. The design is great. When you are on bed, it seems like you are swinging on the moon. The feeling is amazing. That you have nothing to worry. Because the universe is around you. It is embracing you. I can only have peace when that man is not around. I appreciate all this luxury when he is not here. Our house, I mean his mansion is located at one of the most beautiful places in Philippines. I would like to relax my self. Sleeping is the key to my happiness. Because I'm gonna meet him again, mi amore. I fell my body into the soft bluish bed. This is my way to heaven. I closed my eyes as I am reminiscing the angelic face of my man. I can only meet him during sleep time. He is Glenier, the man in my dreams. He is the only person who cares for me. He is always there making me happy, whenever I felt sad. He is always there in our favorite place. I can see his sexy back, he is on the swing. The swing is attached to the two coconut tree. I came behind his back. He is facing to the beautiful blue sea, the sky is getting reddish. The sun and sea is about to kiss. It look more amazing here in the cliff of lovers. "I thought you are going to ghost me again." He turned to my side, the huge smile across his face. Seeing him like this is making my heart pounded in happiness. He kissed my forehead and my soul started dancing.