Lucille After the dinner, I finally feel free. Grayson drives me back and while he does that, he grabs my bare thigh. I put my hand on his, acing like I like it. I definitely don't but I'm a good actress. Before I get off his car and end this night, I kiss his cheek. He looks like I just did him the biggest favor ever. Who knows for how long he was waiting for this. Little nerd. I walk in and go up to my room. I've never been more glad to be back home than like I am tonight. This is the first time I'm actually considering this this place home. I can't deny it anymore. I feel safe here and I always come back here. This is my life. Why should I try to find something else? Toni is my home and as long as he's with me, I'm comfortable everywhere. After only a few minutes, my door opens an

