Song of Torment

Chapter Sixteen

A night with him

“Haven’t heard from you for a week now,” my manager said.

I was checking my social medias, looking for some updates in the showbiz world. Well, the issue about me and Matthew is still hot. There were also some other photos of us roaming around different social medias aside for the photos from the ‘Welcome Party’.

“I was busy with other stuff.”

“Well, you should also keep yourself busy on your career,” she said. “Tomorrow, you will be having a press-con to talk about your upcoming album and to clear the issues about you and Mr. Guevarra.”

“What should I tell them?” I ask. Usually, she is the one who prepares my speech in a press-con and I will just make adjustment to it.

“Just tell them an idea about your album. In regards to the issues, tell them there’s nothing going on between you two. I’ll send you the copy of your speech tomorrow morning.”

I sigh.

“What if there’s really something going on between us?” I asked. Ever since I entered this industry, I never talked about my love life on my interviews. I was linked with some other actors and singers but it never became a hot topic like this one.

“Is there really?” she asked.

I smiled when I remember what Matthew and I talk about earlier. We’re okay now, I think.

“I’ll just wait for the copy of the speech,” I told her before ending the call.

I read some other articles about other singers and actors when I heard a knock from the door and Matthew entered, wearing nothing but his boxers.

“What is it?” I asked, trying my best not to show that I am affected by seeing him almost naked in front of me. “Do you need anything?”

He suddenly sat beside me and took my phone to see what I’m doing. Then I saw him smiling while reading something.

“Isn’t it weird to have a dating scandal with my own wife?” he said while smiling. I took my phone from him. “If the article says that I’m having a fight with my wife, I could have confirmed it.”

“You should be sleeping,” I told him and look at my phone again. I saw a message from the lyricist that is in-charge for my upcoming album.

“I know,” he said but didn’t move so I look at him and caught him staring at me. “You’ll sleep here?” he asked that made me frown.

“Well, this is my room and this is where I usually sleep,” I said a matter of fact and that’s when he looks away. He stood up and roam his eyes around the room.

“My room is bigger.”

I raised an eyebrow at his comment. Why does he have to point that out?

“And so my bed,” he said and I saw him gulped like he was nervous over something.

“Yeah, your room and bed is bigger than mine so you should go back and sleep. You should be resting,” I said and look again at my phone but what he said next made me look at him again.

“Let’s sleep together?” he asked and quickly look away from me like a shy boy talking to his crush.

He stood there, looking everywhere inside that room but me. While I was sitting in the middle of my bed, looking at him with my parted lips. It took a minute before he lose his patience. Instead of waiting for my answer, he suddenly grab my hand pulled me with him. I grab my phone before letting him drag me all the way to his room.

“Do you really have to drag me?” I asked but he didn’t answer. I sat on his bed and continue what I was doing earlier. Matthew on the other hand went on the bathroom.

I was reading a fan’s message for me when my phone suddenly rang. I immediately answered it when I saw it was Heiz.

“Mama Cas!”

I smiled when I heard Ros’ voice.

“Hey baby, how are you?”

“I miss you, Mama Cas. I’m mad to Tito Matthew because he took you away,” he said and I just laugh at him as I imagine him pouting his lips.

“Oh, baby. I could visit you anytime and have a sleepover,” I said.

“Really? Then can you come for a sleepover here tomorrow?” he asked and I can sense the hopefulness in his voice. I was about to answer him when someone grab my phone.

“Matthew!”

My eyes widen when I saw him near me. His hair is still wet from the shower and only a towel cover the lower part of his body.

“I’m sorry Baby Ros, your Mama Cassie won’t be able to visit you or have a sleepover tomorrow. I’ll bring her to you next week. For now, she’s mine.”

He ended the call and just toss my phone on the side table.

“What the-why did you do that?!”

I was about to get my phone to call Heiz again and talk to Ros but Matthew suddenly grab my both hands and pinned them on his bed. He move on top of me that made my eyes widen.

“Matthew.”

He let go of my hands when he felt I’m not resisting him anymore.

“I miss you,” he said and caress my hair. He lowered his head and move his lips just enough to touch mine.

His lips was just touching mine while he caress my hair, a gesture that I am very familiar with. So I close my eyes and wrap my hands around his nape to pull him closer and kiss him.

He responded quickly and started dominating the kiss. His hands also started roaming on my body. From my waist until it reach one of my breast. His lips also move to my neck and started sucking it.

“Mathew,” I moan his name when I felt his other hand touching my womanhood.

A moment later, he find my clothes as hindrance so he just rip it together with my bra and underwear. Not long enough, I was already fully naked underneath him.

He was sucking my breast and he push one finger inside me that made feel a slight pain.

It’s been so long. Matthew is the only man in my life so it hurt a bit even with just his fingers.

He added another digit and started moving in and out that made me cry in pleasure.

“You’re so wet,” he whispered in my ears before licking it then kissing me again. My nails dug on his back when he added another digit. Now there are three fingers inside me, moving in and out.

“Faster,” I pleaded which he obliged. “Ahhh...”

I bit my lower lip as I feel myself nearing an orgasm. Matthew sucked my breast again and massage the other one.

“Matthew!” I cried out when he suddenly stop, only to see him removing his towel.

“So impatient,” he said with a smirk on his face.

My eyes fell on that thing between his legs. It was so alive and ready.

“He miss you too,” he said that made me blush and made him smile.

He parted my legs wider and dive to my core. I cry out his name again when I felt his tongue down there, licking me.

“You still taste the same,” he said and push two fingers inside me again as his tongue play with my c**t. “My sweet Cassie.”

“Matthew, I can’t take it anymore,” I said and grab his hair. I shamelessly pull his face on me, wanting more. “I’m coming!”

His fingers move faster as he suck my c**t. Moments later I was breathing heavily after an intense orgasm. He went on top of me again to kiss me, making me taste my self.

I haven’t recovered yet when I felt his sinful hands again inside me, moving faster while his lips travel down my neck, to my shoulder then on in between my breasts. Then he kiss my tummy until it reach my womanhood again.

“Matthew,” I called him as he start to suck my c**t again. “Stop, please.”

He look up at me as his fingers go faster.

“You want me to stop?” I couldn’t even answer him because my moans grow louder.

“Please!” I asked him. I don’t even know what I’m asking for.

I was about to reach my second orgasm when he suddenly stop. I look at him and there I saw his hands wrapped around his manhood and moving up and down as he stares at me.

I gulp and bit my lower lip as watch him from what he is doing.

He stopped and then move above me but he quickly change our position. Now I’m on top of him, straddling him that I can feel his manhood.

“My wounds,” he said that made me embarrassed. How can I forget? His wounds might open again because of what we’re doing.

“Don’t worry, I’m alright,” he said. “But I won’t be okay if we will stop here.”

I look down at his manhood and was so much alive that he is probably aching. So I touch it and move my hands up and down before guiding it to my entrance.

I bite my lip when I felt that pain again like it was my first time. With Matthew’s size, I won’t be shock if I will bleed again like a virgin.

“Slowly,” he said as he guide me to accommodate him fully.

We both cry in pleasure when he is fully inside me.

“Damn it,” he cussed when I started moving up and down.

He holds my waist to guide me. I brush my hand to my hair and look at the ceiling as I feel something building inside me again. Matthew also started meeting my movements. His hands on my waist are now my breast massaging them as he look at me with lust, love and longing in his eyes.

“Matthew.”

He sat up and captured my lips to kiss me deeply. His tongue sneak inside my mouth that made me moan.

“Matthew!”

He suddenly change are position without pulling inside me. Now he is on top of me and wrap my leg on his waist.

“Your wounds,” I told him when he started thrusting in and out of me so fast that I could hear the sound of our skin whenever I meet his thrust.

“I don’t care anymore,” he said before kissing me again and move inside me faster.

He stop for a second to change our position again. He made me face the window before taking me again from behind.

“I’m near,” I told him.

I held his hand which is holding my leg, but my lip as I feel my orgasm coming.

“Come with me,” I told him.

We both cried in pleasure when our orgasm ended. I could even feel some of his love juice dripping out to my thighs.

I felt so tired that I just want to sleep when I felt him leave the bed. Moments later he came back with a towel in his hand.

“What are you doing?” I was startled when he suddenly open my legs but moan when I felt him wiping me with a warm towel.

He went back to the bathroom and hug me from behind when he lay down on the bed again. I even felt him kissing my shoulder, my neck, my ears then my cheek.

“Are you on pills?” he asked and I just shook my head. “Good. Now, rest. You need a lot of strength later.”

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