GARBLED

DIFFICULT DECISIONS

It really sucks being an orphan and a loner, times like this you are on your own with no one to comfort you.

One week has passed since the supernaturals visited, I had to take care of my moms funeral on my own with no one else to help and no one to comfort me yeah it really sucks.

No one to confide in concerning this difficult decision I have to make well anyone I tell would definitely think I am crazy.

Who would believe witches and vampires exists hell a month ago I wouldn't have believed.The days accompanying the day Sabrina and Roland visited I haven't been able to think clearly I keep asking myself why didn't my mom tell me didn't she know, but that is not possible she is my mother she knows I am not normal oh my God I am not normal.

How did I get here, I need to stop pitying myself and think of what to do should I stay here considering the fact I am already 18 or should I go to the supernaturals with them I would have a better chance of finding out who and what I really am.

I only have one week I need to make decision and make it fast, I take out the object they gave to me ever since it was given to me I always take it with me anywhere I go you never know what would happen in this world of theirs my plan has been if I am attacked again I would use it to leave immediately, studying it and wondering if I should just go now at least then I won't be alone anymore.

I turn it over and over again but I have no idea how to use it so much for escaping so if I want to join them how would I.

I sigh and decide to go to bed its late after all.

I don't know where I am its so dark. "Hello, hello, who is there." My heart is beating so fast, fear engulfs me how did I get here. "Hello." I scream but no one is coming then I here a sound "Hello." I hear a growl I am shaking with fear. "Somebody please help me, help me please, please." Nobody comes I am all alone. Suddenly red light fills the room a scary looking creature appear it is black and has two horns, it keeps coming closer to me I scream at the top of my voice. " Somebody help." I wake up panting, it was a nightmare thank God.

I try to go back to sleep but sleep just refuses to come so I just lye awake recalling the nightmare over and over again it felt so real.

The nightmare repeats itself for five days, for five days I get no sleep. I get up on a Friday morning and I am so f*****g exhausted I swear this nightmare is running my nights there are bags under my eyes and I look like a mess to make matters worse I have to come to a decision by tomorrow I am so exhausted with literally no strength to think. I get up after brushing and washing up, I walk to the kitchen to get something to eat after having breakfast which consisted of tea fried eggs and bread I have no idea what to do before everything that has happened recently I planned on going to college but now I have no idea. I wonder if they have college or something like that there they better should and then I make a decision tomorrow I leave for The supernaturals. With nothing to do I decide to go for a walk after putting on a skintight blue jean and a large Black polo I put the object The supernaturals gave to me into my pocket and head out. The weather is so nice this morning I walk into a small coffee shop I really need caffeine in my system right now. I am almost at the coffee shop when something presses on my nose before I can shout I black out.

Finding myself in the same dark place that has been appearing in my dreams is very scary I don't know what to do so I start shouting for help after shouting for what feels like hour even though I know its only a few minutes I give up and just sit on the floor it feels tiled. Questions run through my mind. Will i die here, will the same monster in my dreams come what would I do if it comes. The object I put it in my pocket it's still there right after taking it out of my pocket I realize I didn't know how to use it. "Calm down." I give myself a pep talk after turning it to the front and back I still don't understand anything then like something is speaking to me I run my fingers down the length of it, it changes from white to blue and disappears from my palm I start to panic but a blue portal appears I get up and step into it.