Rose
How did this happen?
I felt the s****l tension between us but I told myself I would ignore it.
I don't love Ryder.
I don't even like him.
I just don't hate him.
He just wants me, it's all lust.
I have bigger problems than Ryder and my love life, but it seems like the only thing coming to mind.
I laid back in my bed, the only thing I've been doing since Ryder decided not to let me go to school for three days now, and sigh.
When did I let someone control my whole life?
It used to just be me against the world.
Now I'm this mushy mess.
I pick up Romeo and Juliet for the seventh time in the 3 weeks I've been here, about to finish for the 3rd time.
It's old now, but it keeps my mind off unnecessary things.
Opening to the first page I start reading the familiar words once ag
