I kept looking at my wall clock and buried my face on the pillow, trying to calm my ass down. I’m trying to resist escaping home in the middle of the night.
I want to have some night drive, to get a breather from this godforsaken house. I’m not sure if it is because of the stress building up within me or just plainly because I feel suffocated but this is really making me insane!
I have an early class by tomorrow morning but my mind keeps on screaming to walk out my door, leave the house and drive using my car.
I already finished reviewing my pointers anyway. I’ve also already checked my requirements first. Everything is clear, everything is finished. I don’t feel anxious of my examination tomorrow and instead, I feel so f*****g stifled, wanting to meet Josh.
Yes, he is actually the reason why I’m being like this. He is like a drug to me. He makes me feel so addicted that my body yearns for his touch
My hand slowly crept onto my womanhood underneath my blanket and undergarment. I tried touching myself but it was no use.
It is too different compared to when he touched me. If I could do this before by myself, now it feels like I can’t. It isn’t enough to just touch myself, I need him.
I bit my lip from the thought that had been rising up my head. Am I thirsty or what?
No, maybe I’m not. I’m just probably feeling anew and wanted to see him again; to talk, to cuddle, to see those eyes of his that were full of ignited love
I wonder if he feels the same way? Because if he doesn’t… I don’t know what I’ll do.
I took a long breath before I got up from my bed. I couldn’t contain myself anymore and finally grabbed onto my cardigan hanging on one of my racks. Afterwards, I saw myself walking past my mirror only to see a reflection of my body.
I had a voluptuous body that no man could resist, my hair was tied into a ponytail and a silky soft skin wrapping my entire physique. And, across my face was a small pointed nose, long eyelashes for a woman and soft rosy colored lips that had a smirk flashed onto it.
I slowly tiptoed my way out of my room. Everyone was now asleep. I grabbed my keys on one of the key compartments and finally walked out towards the garage and went straight to my car
Once I was inside of my vehicle, I started the engine only for the gate to open on its own.
Taking notice of who opened it up for me, I saw Manong Guard at the corner who did not stop me one bit. I’m sure he was scared of getting reprimanded by me.
As soon as the gate opened, I quickly drove past our house and didn’t even turn to look at the staff in my house. I’m sure he wouldn’t even report me to my parents since he is likely to be scolded as well.
Anyway, I wouldn’t do this if it weren’t for my mind. I just feel so stifle, having to live with parents that never really cared for me and a b***h who is pretending to be so nice that others think that she’s doing it so naturally.
I rolled my eyes on the side. I need to calm down and think carefully before striking back at that woman.
If she’s really trying to steal everything from me then mark my words, I’ll have her go down and kneel in front of me.
All that I have to do right now is to stay alert and be careful for the time being. If I want her in her most vulnerable state then I have to let her experience her happiest moments in life before I gradually destroy it all.
I went past the city and was on my way towards the dark area of Tagaytay. The night was so silent with the stars and the moon as my only companion.
As I took a deep breath and shut my eyes close for a moment, I received a phone call.
I turned to look at my device by my side only for a sweet smile to draw on my face.
It was from Josh–Wait a second, from Josh?
I almost panicked when I realized who was the user on my phone. My heart immediately pounded hard while my hands were shaking and put my car onto the side of the road
What the hell, Reina? Why are you so surprised that Josh is calling you?
The first call ended and the expression on my face was about to sink when he sent me another call. I answered it.
“Hi, how are you?” Maybe because I was panicking and at the same time excited that I failed to notice that I was the first to talk on the phone. My voice was even a little shaky.
Damn. His effect on me is so bad that I’m becoming like this.
“I can’t sleep,” the man suddenly uttered, which made me stop. It was the same soothing voice that seemed to whisper in my ear.
Fuck! It’s so irresistible!
“I’m actually planning to take you out and have a night drive, eat something and–oh God, I am asking you for a mini date, am I right?”
I bit my lip before plastering this silly smile on my face. Tss, how can he be so cute and so hot at the same time?
I rested my back onto the driver’s seat and with a foolish grin on my face, almost yelled enthusiastically.
“Yes, I’m actually thinking of the same thing but thought that you were asleep already,” I said, almost mumbling.
“Let’s meet at the nearest convenience store at your house, I’ll pick you up,” he said which immediately made me pull over and go back towards the city. I agreed with his plan with excitement engulfing my system. I couldn’t help but imagine all of the things we’re going to do and how it would feel so good to just be with the person I like right now–oh shocks, I’m acting like a teenager right now!
“I’ll wait for you,” I responded before finally ending the call. If my lips were made of paper, I wouldn’t be surprised if it already ripped a long time ago.
I just can’t help it. I feel so happy to see him again. It feels like I’ve won in some way because he feels the same way as I am and we’re now going to meet each other with our parents on our back–well, my parents actually.
Sometimes, it’s funny. It makes me feel like I am under the spell of a novel. I am the main character, I have everything that others would yearn for but I also don’t have it, for someone is trying to take it away from me. And I have this prince of mine that will come and save me from all this heartache. I shook my head.
Why am I getting my hopes up from just a mini date? I do feel tingly from the inside because of this opportunity and I can’t deny that I have feelings for him but it shouldn’t cloud my judgement and I shouldn’t compare my life to a novel, much less a fairy tale with a happy ending.
I drove faster to our meeting point because of the extreme excitement I have. Once I halted my car, I immediately saw Josh’s car at the far corner with him standing, leaning onto his door. He was smoking.
Shit. We just didn’t see each other for a short while but he already looks so handsome in my eyes. What did he do to himself?
I parked my car on the side and came out. When he noticed me approaching him, a sweet smile flashed through his lips and was about to kiss me when I dodged and grabbed onto his cigarettes.
I lit one and then with a smirk said, “Easy, lover boy.” I blew smoke on his face, only to receive a tight embrace from him.
I was caught off guard but managed to regain my composure. He buried his face onto my shoulders before whispering.
“f**k, it’s been just a short while but I missed you so bad,” he said that made my heart race.
Damn it, I feel the same way.
After what had happened to us, when he confessed and I reciprocated him, had my womanhood eaten… nothing more happened aside from kissing and hugging.
He was so gentle with me that I couldn’t help but fall quickly.
He even treats me differently compared to the past women he had ever held in his life.
“I missed your scent, your warmth, I missed everything about you and it haunts me every night. I’m sorry if I called you this late,” he continued while I gave him his cigarette stick.
“I also escaped home today because I wanted to be alone,” I responded. He was now looking into my eyes with sincerity and I couldn’t help but mess his hair up. “However, when I realized that you called me and wanted to meet up, I thought that it would be lonely if I were to go and eat by myself.
Josh suddenly turned away from me and before I could frown and complain, I noticed the back of his ear reddened.
Did he just blush?
“A-Alright, let’s go and grab something to eat.” Josh said but I was the first to walk towards the convenience store.
When we were inside, the cashier took notice of us and greeted us with a smile. I then turned to look at the section of the alcohols and immediately pointed at the beer bottles.
Josh was now paying up for the alcoholic drinks he picked up when I was close to the section of the chewing gum. I am unsure what I was thinking at that time but I managed to pick up some and then immediately put it into my pocket.
My heart was pounding hard. I just stole something from the convenience store.
After Josh paid, we came out of the store and I hurriedly walked towards his car.
“Let’s go, immediately,” I commanded suddenly, which made him crease his forehead.
“Huh?”
“I said, faster!” Josh couldn’t do anything but obey me. When he got up onto the driver’s seat, I immediately commanded him to start the engine and drive fast away from the store.
“Why did you suddenly made me–“
His words were cut off when he noticed me open a beer bottle and took out some chewing gum inside of my pocket.
Honestly, my heart was pounding so fast, I was nervous about getting caught red handed.
“You’re a bad girl.” And the two of us laughed.
The adrenaline in me is making me feel so powerful. It made me feel fearless, enough that I was even able to shoplift together with Josh.
“Don’t worry, I won’t get caught, anyway,” I said, trying to reassure him. I opened the window of his car and immediately felt the cold breeze touch my skin
It was so soothing.