...the ever growing sadness that hides in the darkest corners of her mind; begin to roll down her cheeks, like the river over the falls. She screams at the heavens. Wishing for the pain and loneliness to dissipate. Constantly wishing for peace that her mind shall not ever know. She begins to throw things around her room with such hurt and anger. She picks up her amulet and throws it; watching as it shatters her vanity mirror. She watches the pieces fall to the floor, like the pieces of her life. She glances at her reflections on the shards upon the floor. Drops begin to fall, covering the pieces in such disdain. She lies on the floor; her pain surrounding her body. She closes her eyes; listening to the dimming beats. Beats falling to slow, little, less, and nothing. It is now that her pain and loneliness no longer plague her non-beating existence. Peace is finally achieved as she lie motionless upon her blood covered floor...
***I do not condone violence, substance abuse, or self harm. This writing is simply, a writing. No one was harmed in any way during the writing of this post. If you are having any thoughts of self harm, please reach out to someone and be safe. Here is a link to reach out to someone just to talk if you should ever need it. Thank you***