Week 4 of pregnancy.
Everyday I just feel more bloated and fat, my clothes feel to tight and wrong, but when I look at myself in the mirror I’m still me, my stomach is flat and I’m entirely skinny. I just want to walk around naked, I’ll feel a lot more comfortable like that, but let's be honest I can't exactly walk around naked in front of Blayne, we have been sharing a room for almost a week now and it's getting harder and harder to keep him at arms length. We haven't slept together since that first time and it seems to frustrate him. It's like playing cat and mouse every steps he gives towards me I take one back, and in all honesty I want to give in, but what if my body has changed and he can see it, see the things I don't. No way, I’ll just have to stay away from that aspect.
"Good m
