Blayne and Bridget has been gone for a day now and I can't stop jumping from anger to sadness. It's the whole juggling thing again. I’m angry at Blayne. These last few days he has been annoying, it's like he wanted to get a reaction from me, he wanted me to be jealous, angry or just plain old sad. That's not me! I didn't give into his game once. He actually showed up at the room the day he told me. He kept asking if I was okay. Sharing his plans with me and making inappropriate comments towards me. I ended up going to sleep over in Bridget's room, I told him I didn't want her to think I was angry. His face was priceless. "There you are!" "Here I am." "So how are you feeling?" "I`m fine, Why?" "Bridget gave me a list, the first thing is to ask how you're feeling." "I`m fine, Ashton."

